it is margarita Wednesday. It is here, at least. I went off the pill a few weeks ago and its kind of like going through puberty in reverse. Either because of hormones or because I am in a more natural state then I was at work, my body is slowly finding its rhythm. Some days I feel the need to sleep for hours, some days I'm hungry, everyday I want ( Read more... )

I never thought I would feel this way - but when I stepped off the plane in John Wayne Airport a couple of weeks ago and saw the sunny sky with its brown edges, I was overcome with relief. Maybe I am meant to live in Southern California for ever, with unbeatable weather, palm trees an Allimming pools. All this rain has had me missing LA. So anyway ( Read more... )

economists economize. it might be refreshing to sleep with an artist for a change ( Read more... )

I wanted to thank you all for your love. It is comforting when everything else seems to feel like it’s crumbling. I don’t know what will happen with eric. I guess I knew deep down that it couldn’t work forever (if simply for practical reasons) even though I had dreams that we could make it. His mom sent me a letter just in time to serve as a ( Read more... )

Last night eric told me that he will not be coming back from china in July. Or ever. That was the last drop of joy in the honey pot of joy that has been rapidly draining since I graduated.

tonight i dangled a piece of chicken mole above Rosarita's nose a centimeter too high for her reach. when she jumped i lifted it higher then brought it back down again so that a drop of thick mole sauce might fall onto her completely extended tongue. she whimpered and i could see the little doggie tears of frustration well up in her eyes. ( Read more... )

This morning i woke up wishing there was someone next to me. i rarely feel this way but i guess i turned my space heater off in the middle of the night. currently i share my bed with a slipper that looks like a moose. i use it to wedge between my knees so they don't hurt when i sleep on my side but sometimes i wake up with it in my arms. also ( Read more... )

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Happy Valentine's Day!!! kisses kisses kisses to everyone ( Read more... )

after 10AM wine drinking...
not a great picture of either of us but the Beringer estate looks good.
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