scratch that last entry. i just read that a mother cut the arms off her 11 month old infant, was charged with murder, but bc she had post partum depression, was not incarcerated. she has two other daughters, one she leaves alone in the partment... 6 months old

im going to be sick.

sometimes my faith in humanity isnt completely gone. i waited for this dude who was headed for the door same time i was... and becuase i waited for him he held the door with a smile.. not a puss on his face... it was nice... instead of people always rushing--bumping into one another.,..... grr i hate that

thats all

im just a busy little bee.... lookin for some honey, hunny....

take me to your bee hive... so sweet and delicious....

bzzz... bzzz....bizzzyy little bees....

all night long until your stinger can't take it anymore....

hehe.. a naughty little bumble poem... hehe

sorry im done.

i treid to help some old dude today find the bathroom.. he looked very lost ( Read more... )

i just got a really bad feeling man.. i really bad feeling.. i dont think they are going to except my proposal for BDIC.. im fucked.... i am so fucked... HELP ME I DONT HAVE A MAJOR AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE....

ahh... what is a carpenter to do?

its seven o clock on sunday night.. due to crazy love making i went to sleep exaclty twelve hours ago.. snuggles next to him :) i drove him to work at eleven thirty, only to return to my own bed and snuggle in... drifting away into a deep sleep.. dreaming of the mornings adventures and kisses. twelve hours later and i still cant get this grin off ( Read more... )

i need to go smoke a joint while i take a bubble bath..... in fact i will... righ tnow....anxiety sets in.. i think im having a panic attack.. must relax... just cant handle my life.... i really cant...

is this insanity... or just my mind playing tricks....

help.

flipping out...

but why???

Im falling....

i havent laughed as hard as i did last night in a very long time.. hahaha it was great.. i think i giggled in my sleep all night.. thank gooodness for marijuana, booze and good friends...

God are you sweet to me. Such a good person, and you're hot too :) hehe sorry I'm done.

but i am very very very very happy!