my mind twists, bends and fills with thoughts so confounding, a headache takes over and begins to wreakhavoc across my fragile mind, infiltrating my thoughts, makign them even more crazy, even more chaotic then before ( Read more... )

Cool grass blowing up the pass
Don't you know I'm feeling mellow
I love your Roman nose, the way you curl your toes baby
Make me feel so mellow

It's the same old feeling I get when you're stealing
Back into my bed again
With the curtains closed and the window froze
By the rhythm of the rain

You make me mellow, you make me mellow
Rocking smooth and slow
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so i have been feeling kinda crazy today. i dont feel like me.  but i feel that has to do with the lack of sleep, especially the kind that comes with stress as well. so i was listening to these songs because 'The commitments" is a great movie and the soundtrack amazes me everyday.

on another note.. ive been writing like crazy,  i cant help it. i ( Read more... )

CLASSES ARE DONE.. which is odd becuase i finaly feel like im in the mind set for school work... o well ;)

so happy lately....i dunno why, well actually i do.. but hmmm.. who knows.... just goodness

i just talked to dave :) damn did i miss that boy.... such a good kid. :) i love my brothers.

so fuckign angry.. why didnt you just listen to me.. i told you this summer... i told you... god damn it.....

no words

It was a gorgeous day, so we took a walk in to town. We went into the shops, and walked down meandering roads, laughing and smiling as the sun shined sweetly down. I couldnt help but smile all day, its just the way you make me feel ( Read more... )

I just needed someone to talk to ( Read more... )

this weather is amazing.... it lifts my moods so much. hehe

thats all for now...just a random thought

ps..panda east rocks and I LOVE MS NEZBIT i hope her bday went well :)

bc it rocked for me :)

it was a great weekend :) my dad turned fifty :) hehe YAY!

can i just tell you all how much i fuckiin love my job. it just feels so perfect. i dunno i might sound odd but i just feell like its what i am supposed to do....everyday i work i come back to my room with such a sense of accomplishment...i cant wait to start my life.. truly i cant...

i ( Read more... )

i havent written enough lately.. and i dont just mean in this journal, i mean in general....

the spring is being such a tease... wont it ever show it face for good? snow tomorrow so they say...

my head is jumbled.. so many thoughts.. as for now... im going to watch the sox game... and so it begins..