Prom was so much fun.
Aside from being an hour late, everything was great.
The whole weekend was a blast.
I loved it.

So why am I still unhappy?

Things have been pretty rough lately.  I haven't exactly been able to find a way to let stress out.  I forgot about this journal... hah.  Maybe writing everything down will help.

You know, it's not really that big of a deal that it's over.  It never technically began... technically.  It kinda did though.  It was strong, whatever it was.  Is.  It's ( Read more... )

Three days later, and I'm miserable.
I'm so fucking stupid.

I feel so genuinely happy as of late.
The people in my life make me so incredibly happy.
And while I miss a few others, I can only say that they aren't there for a reason.
Though I would like for some of those people to come back.

At any rate, things are going really, really well.
<3
=D

Time has been going by really slowly, having the flu and everything.
I've had a lot of time to think.
A lot. Of time.

You'd think I have a lot to say, with all this time I've had on my hands.

Nope.
But,
I need to start running more! Track season is less than a month away!

& I was an awesome Jacqueline Kennedy-Onassis.

thank you & goodnight.

I feel like there is a lot that I have to say, and yet when I go to speak, I can't get the words out correctly ( Read more... )

I need running sneakers.
I need a hair cut.
I need to dye my hair.
I need to clear my face.
I need to lose 10 pounds.
I need to get in shape.
I need a new scrapbook.
I need to develop my pictures.
I need to read a new book.
I need to study more.
I need to be nicer.
I need more time.
I need to be healthier.
I need less stress.
I need a life.

But do I really need ( Read more... )

I'm going to finish my scrapbook today.  A mark that half of my high school years are officially completed, and yet I still feel unchanged.  Obviously in some respects, I'm changed... that's not what I mean ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in an entire month ( Read more... )

So the House of Blues was a lot of fun, despite the really late train and the sweat and the kicks and bruises and what not. I had a great time ( Read more... )