well i just spent about an hour up at vp alone...i was hoping maybe sombody i knew was up there and we could talk but no such luck. tonight was a rough night for me, i dont know why but i am feeling very down, very alone. i dont want to feel this way and i dont know why i do.
well the past few days have been driffernt, been hangin out with some new people, makin new friends so thats cool. i am trying to look better, eat better, and i want to quit smoking soon, but i cant do that and change my diet all at once. i am trying to work out more also. i want my life to be better and i guess the best way to start is to improve