Once everyone is already mad at me for not being social with them! lol .
Why is that funny?
I'm sorry, but I'm tired of shutting how I feel out. It kind of upsets me that you never IM me. And when a guy comes in your life it's like you push everyone away, and only chat with him until it's over (like that other guy you were with for a while). I give up. I just can't deal with this anymore.
Ok, since we're being so honest with each other here.. I am so beyond sick and tired of you getting on my case about this crap. You never even listen to what I've said.. like the fact that this guy has absolutely nothing to do with anything (if you really must know.. I met him two and a half weeks ago in Maryland and I've only ever talked to him on the phone only when he's called me and we have never talked online). You're too busy jumping to conclusions that I'm some kind of awful horrible evil friend. It's basically just come to the point where I'm sitting here afraid to IM you because I think you're waiting for the chance to accuse me for being a shitty friend over any little thing and then go talking behind my back. I'm tired of that.. and that's seriously how you make me feel. Now I honestly haven't been talking to anyone lately.. but that stuff certainly doesn't help. And I'm sorry for not being all soft and apologetic right now but I'm really quite pissed off. If you give up and can't deal with it anymore... then fine, neither
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When did I ever say you were a evil friend? Sweety, you're adding words to what I'm saying. I NEVER said you were evil.
I just said "it's like", meaning it SEEMS thats what happening when you meet a guy, and I do want you to have a boyfriend, or guy friend. But it just seems like whenever you have one you get anti-social with all of your friends.
I just really wished we could be closer like we used to be....thats what I'm saying. Do you know why I'm being so open about this? Because, I miss you. But I guess you don't feel that way back with me, because you never IM me anymore. Heh..I'm just going to leave you alone now.
GEORGINA IS MY FAVORITE!ibefrackinDecember 29 2003, 07:49:14 UTC
Hey G it's Heather. Long time no talk to! I just discovered that I had a live journal and I remember you giving me the code, so I think I'm going to start this up and stuff and see how it goes. Can I add you to my friends list?....say yes...;D. I don't really know how to make my journal look all cool and pretty like yours is...but I have a hot background lol. Anyways, I would love to talk to you again sometime G. E-mail me! LUV YA! -Heather
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Well I'm glad you're happy, and had a good Christmas........
Wish we could chat more often, but I guess you still are going to keep being anti-social with me. Heh, it's fine.
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Why is that funny?
I'm sorry, but I'm tired of shutting how I feel out. It kind of upsets me that you never IM me. And when a guy comes in your life it's like you push everyone away, and only chat with him until it's over (like that other guy you were with for a while). I give up. I just can't deal with this anymore.
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I just said "it's like", meaning it SEEMS thats what happening when you meet a guy, and I do want you to have a boyfriend, or guy friend. But it just seems like whenever you have one you get anti-social with all of your friends.
I just really wished we could be closer like we used to be....thats what I'm saying. Do you know why I'm being so open about this? Because, I miss you. But I guess you don't feel that way back with me, because you never IM me anymore. Heh..I'm just going to leave you alone now.
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-Heather
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