i'm a little slow sometimes.

[ajulietgrey]

when it comes to other people,
i'm pretty quick to pick up on their feelings
and understand their POV.
god forbid
i understand whats going on
in my own mind/body.

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[skpedro]

Do you want to talk about this?

yes, i do.

[ajulietgrey]

i've just been having terrible anxiety lately...
to where i constantly have that 'i'm about to cry' lump in my throat....
and no interest in sex...
or anything else, for that matter.

one of the other artist asked me to work xmas eve for her,
since i don't have any family here
and i about lost it.

maybe i'm pmsing.

i think i'm just really, really
home sick.
i wanna be with my friends and family for the holidays.

i don't care if there are lizards, arizona sucks.

Re: yes, i do.

[skpedro]

How long has this been happening? Did you feel like this last xmas?

It's so sad to see that you are depressed. I love you...and that's definitely more than I love lizards. I'm shooting some Gaysian hugs towards Tucson with my Special-Gaysian-Love-Blaster Gun. Hopefully I hit you with a couple of those. I hear they're almost better than the real thing...just sayin'

Re: yes, i do.

[ajulietgrey]

no, but last year was the first year away from my family. i'm just whiney cause i wanna come home, but i know if i went home, i'd get sick of it in a few days anyway.

love you!