HELLO NEW WORLD

[ak_acid]

1. KINGDOM COMEThere’s no real explanation as to why I stopped writing in my journal almost two years ago. Looking back over the archives, there’s a clear, steep tail off in both quantity and quality of writing. What used to be measured, introspective or thoughtful entries were quickly overrun by enigmatic, cryptic and otherwise superficial

Comments

[shugahkitty]

well, writing here is usually to some invisible/random audience in any case; it is simply a case of egotistical ranting on the part of the author--with no intellectual value whatsoever!

But I see your writing is deeply vested in thot and such! Good to read about your travels! It sounded very interesting indeed--and you are a very engaging writer--I felt like I was reading a bestselling travel narrative! lol!

TRUE

[ak_acid]

Thanks for the ups Serena

I suppose I forgot that while I've slunk away from journalling, everyone else has continued to post and diarize regularly. Clearly I'm far too into my own world to note the obvious, which probably helps explain why I fucked off to Africa so casually. Your adventures seem quite interesting as well - when I get a break from work, I'll have to spend some more time checking out your recent past.

[messa2810]

I concur. Brilliant writing.

How do you imagine your imaginary audience to be?

LIKE BUNNIES IN CLOUDS

[ak_acid]

I tried to not imagine an audience, only to be reminded of the fact of one via the comments. Assuming (only for the purposes of this comment) there's more anonymous readers out there, I'll say I imagine the imaginary audience to look like a bag of large marshmallows that has been bashed repeatedly with a cricket bat.

[katstar]

hello sir,

glad to read you're still alive. keep on writing, you have an audience. it may not be large, but it's still there.
also: have you checked your email?

MADAM

[ak_acid]

Glad to hear from you. Glad to be alive as well. Mad apologies for not using my email. I've switched to the gmail. I'll send that to you shortly. Things seem to be looking up for you as well.

I was also remembering the other day (I don't recall the exact circumstances) about your mother's concerns about my apparent tendencies towards physical violence. *S*. "Love you, mommy!"

Re: MADAM

[katstar]

dear sir:

as i recall, the circumstances involved trying on low cut prom dresses and a plethora of hickies, or "love bites" if you will. In my mad mental dash to think up any excuse to cover up the fact that i was, in fact, having premarital sex with my older boyfriend, the first and only thing that came to mind was to blame it on headbutts from my contract at the time. my mother, however politically correct and understanding as she was, let the first conclusion that leapt to her mind become ingrained as the truth. that conclusion was that you, in fact, were an abuser. eventually, my many attempts to thwart this train of thought were finally accepted, and she went on to live, blissfully unaware of the fact that her daughter was indeed a super freak. (she's super freaky. yeah.).

also: did you hook it up?