not just in reference to my car which decided not to work this morning (thereby stopping me from going to school on the first day : p) but in reference to... me i hope... everybody wants to kill me because i know john... like, yea hes and actor and what not, but hes just a regular dude, and im just a guy with connections... and the poster i got him ( Read more... )

i think its pretty safe to say that most of my friends (both from my own class, the class above me, and the class below me) are now either back at college, or are now gone for their first semesters... perhaps the most missed: janice, alex and pauline (who are gone for the first time) and damien(back for soph)... endri is there too, but like me he ( Read more... )

we finally spoke for real... thank you for your patience

it was really exactly what i needed, closure that is

i feel better now... so ill be seeing you... okay?

i just had a good afternoon with ashling... thanks for that... and thanks for the book, it was a great surprise ^_^ other than that im not feeling so great today because everything i wish i wasnt right about, i am right about... and all the things i wish i could change, i cant, mostly because people are stubborn and weak. and im being torn down ( Read more... )

i hung out with Alex and Pauline for a good long time this afternoon... today was the last oppertunity i was gonna have to see alex before he went off to college... it was also the first time i had seen pauline since she got back from france (looks amazing, including the amazing hair cut). it was good to see them, and we got to work on a ( Read more... )

As it were, humans have developed over thousands upon thousands of years... much like the film 2001: A Space Odyssey described, homosapians gained the ability to think, rather than just work off instinct... in more recent times, man has managed to construct a form of shuttles, that aided in the process of exploration outside of our own atmosphere, ( Read more... )

im okay... i can say that for sure... and i feel... okay... infact, im doing quite well, and i feel good... : ) not 'relieved' but 'hopeful and unburdened'... thankyou to everybody that has been there for me... i adore you.

My Dearest Ali ( Read more... )

yea... i was wrong... about trust... and right about Ali not wanting me anymore... she got back today, and almost immediately called it off between us... i tried to protest, but i could not get through... this is probably the sadest ive ever been in my entire life. all the things she told me she would feel, and that she would do... were false. ( Read more... )

i went to the beach today with damien and some others... i am mostly burned, mostly. i had a good time with W today too hangin out and checkin some crazy shit out on his comp and stuff. >>> and she sings >>> just have a little faith in me... and i realized today that everything i was feeling was right... all those people who thought that cheating ( Read more... )