I'm just sitting here tonight, staring out the window into the darkness. Outside close by all I can see is the random lights of local businesses. Here I am in this city, wishing to be in a world of my dreams. I walked down the street today, looking at the modern tumbleweed and watching as vehicles passed with their unassuming passengers. Walking ( Read more... )

Still out of it...

I feel full, but empty. Alone but surrounded. Loved but hidden. Brave but terrified. Where am I? I'm lost, but I see this same place every day...

I was walking to Doster's house. Down a wooded path and into their backyard. I then went down some concrete steps toward a basement however veered off to a garden where I heard Jen humming about something. When I walked up to her, she took some pruning sheers and cut the stem of a yellow violet (go figure) and let it fall lifelessly to the ground. ( Read more... )

Well I bought Rent last night and watched the whole thing without breaking it. Let me just say it was SUCH a tear jerker for me personally. Especially the part where Angel dies, and the whole thing about everyone breaking up and fighting with each other. I think if we could all get out of it what I did, we'd stop all this nonsense of "he said, she ( Read more... )

I feel a calling stirring within me... but... where do I begin? How do I manifest a raw emotion?

:::see me for details:::

Take Me Or Leave Me ~ from Rent ( Read more... )

Well it's about time. I took a walk this morning (afternoon for some of you) and was pleasantly surprised at what i saw and heard. I was doing my ritual run to the local drink machine because of a nasty craving for some Nestea when I suddenly became aware of things around me. The sun was shining bright in a clear blue sky, a mourning dove was ( Read more... )

Well I finally got back to school. Getting back into the swing of it all may be a little difficult as far as making up missing assignments and the like, but I should be okay with it so long as various professors are willing to cooperate with me. Outside of that, things are slowly beginning to get a little better for me. I sometimes wish I weren't ( Read more... )