Kikoenai Koe (Part 1)
Title : Kikoenai Koe (Part 1)
Pairing: Akame
Rating: PG-13? Well it’s safe..
Disclaimer: I really do not own them.. Well, I wish…
Note: I write this a long time ago buti just finished translate it to English lately. I hope it's not weird hehehe... Un-Betaed..Sorry for the grammatical errors... ^^; I hope it's still understandable..
Are you ready?
Hell yeah!
KATTUN prepared themselves for filming their new video, Don’t U Ever Stop. Before the filming started, KATTUN rehearsed their dancing moves for the video. The director were giving orders to extras and dancers before filming started.
Unlike previous KATTUN videos which only contain the six members, this time they had to dancing with another dancers. This was new experience for them and they were really enthusiatic about this.
On today’s filming, Jin looked so different. He tried new look in this video. He added an artificial hair and tied his hair up so that his neck was open completely. This is the first time that Jin changed his hair look so drastically for a PV. Some of the girl dancers were talking enthusiasticaly about Jin’s appealing look.
Nakamaru who were standing next to Kazuya, whispered, “ I think Jin popular today. All the girls were talking about him.”
Kazuya looked at Nakamaru, “ Why?”
“ Looked at the girl dancers. Everytime Jin was around, they were all whispering with each other. Some of them even tried to get his attention.”
“ Well maybe because he tried a new look so people got interested. But i think he don’t look different from usual. Nothing special about him.”, said Kazuya cynical.
Nakamaru looked at Kazuya confused, “ Why you’re so cynical?”
“ I’m just saying the truth.”, said Kazuya then he leave Nakamaru behind.
Nakamaru kept looking at Kazuya confused, “ Weird”
After the first take, the crews then prepared next set. KAT-TUN member then rested while waiting for the preparation. Kazuya sat while drinking the water that his assisten gave him. Two girl dancers were walking past Kazuya.
“ Oh my god, Akanishi-kun looks really hot today!”, said one of the dancers.
“ Yes! He’s really sexy. I almost ruined my dance move because he was dancing in front of me when filming.”, said another one.
They were kept talking about Jin happily until they were walking out from the studio.
Kazuya felt so annoyed when he heard that. Suddenly someone pat his head. Kazuya turned his head.
“ Why you sitting alone here?”, said Jin while sat next to Kazuya.
“ Nothing.”, answered Kazuya without looked directly at Jin.
Jin took a bottle of water and drank it, “ Today’s fun. We never filming a PV with this so many people. I really enjoyed it.”
Kazuya didn’t commented anything. He just sat and ignored Jin.
“ Hey, did you listen to me?”, asked Jin.
Kazuya nodded then he got up from the chair and leave Jin
“ Kame, where are you going?”, called Jin. Kazuya just walked aout and ignored Jin.
“ What’s wrong with him? Just leave like that. Annoying.”, grunted Jin.
After few takes, it was time to take member solo dancing. The member then rested while the crew prepared the set. Kazuya sat on the chair while talked to Koki. Jin approached them then sat next to Kazuya.
“ Kame, did you know there was a dancer came to me and said that I look hot today. I feel happy.”, said Jin happily.
Kazuya didn’t look directly at Jin, “ Good for you.”, Kazuya answered half hearted.
“ What do you think? Do I look good today?”, asked Jin.
Kazuya silent for a while, “ Yeah… I guess.”
“ Really?! You think I look good?”, Jin look delighted when Kame said that.
“ Yeah.. whatever..”, said Kazuya uninterested
Jin looked annoyed, “ What’s wrong with you? You really annoying today.”
Kazuya didn’t answered Jin’s question. He looked to other direction to avoided Jin’s gaze.
“ Did you know someone said to me that I look more handsome than Takuya Kimura?” said Koki tried to say something funny to broke the tension between those two.
Jin looked at Koki, “ Who?”
“ Nakamaru! But he said that because he stepped on my hat accidentally before hahaha...”, Koki laughed awkwardly.
Those two didn’t show any reaction. Knowing his joke didn’t work, Koki stopped laughing and got quiet.
“ Kamenashi-kun! Ready for your solo taking?”, yelled the director suddenly.
Kazuya got up from the chair and approached the director, “ Ok.. I’m ready.”
Jin sighed, “ Ok.. Kame is officially annoying today.”, said Jin to Koki.
“ But he was behave normally before you came.”, said Koki.
Jin looked at Koki surprised, “ Really? Did he mad at me?”
Koki shrugged, “ I don’t know. He didn’t tell me anything.”
Jin got quiet with Koki’s answer. He sat back on the chair faintly, “ Useless huh….”, muttered Jin.
Koki turned his head, “ What did you say?”
“ No.. nothing.”, answered Jin weakly.
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Kazuya finished his solo dancing. He walked to the chair next to Ueda to take a rest. Then he sat on the chair while took of his hat and tidied up his hair. Kazuya took a glance to Jin who were prepared for his solo dancing.
“ I hate when it comes to solo filming.”, complained Nakamaru when he approached them.
Ueda looked at Nakamaru, “ Why?”
“ I have to wait for the other member to finish their filming, then when it’s my turn everybody were back to the resting room and leave me behind. Why am I being put in the last order in KATTUN’s initial? I’m the oldest you know.”, Nakamaru put his hand on his waist while kept complaining.
“ If our group’s name were in order of our age, it would be really weird, NUATTK… how did you manage to say that? Johnny-san wouldn’t take a risk forming a group with such an ugly name.”, said Ueda.
Nakamaru pouted, “ Whatever. I still hate if I have to be the last.”
“ Then change your name to Kakamaru Yuichi and Kame to Namenashi Kazuya, how about that?”, teased Ueda.
Kazuya who heard that were laughing hard.
Nakamaru gave up talking with Ueda, “ Baka.”, grunted Nakamaru then he left them.
Ueda looked at Kazuya who still laughing, “ I love to bullied Nakamaru.”
“ Yeah, we all do.”, said Kazuya happily.
Ueda just smiled. Then Kazuya got up from the chair.
“ Where you going?”, asked Ueda
“ Bathroom.”, said Kazuya walked away.
Jin who just about to do the filming took a glance to the chair where Kazuya sat before, but he didn’t find him. Jin sighed sadly and walked to the set.
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When Kazuya back from the bathroom, Jin’s solo taking was already finish. He saw Taguchi were being make up by the stylist. Kazuya saw the stylist were laughing forcibly. Taguchi must be told her some boring joke, said Kazuya to himself. He felt pity to the stylist.
“ Kamenashi-kun, let’s see the result of you and Akanishi’s solo dancing.”, called the director.
Jin who were standing next to the director stared at Kazuya. Kazuya walked toward them but he tried to avoided Jin’s stare. He really felt annoyed with Jin today but actually he didn’t know for what reason.
The director played Kazuya’s solo dancing, “ Let’s see Kamenashi-kun solo.”
Jin and Kazuya then looked at the monitor to see the result of Kazuya’s solo dancing. Kazuya smiled happily. He satisfied with the result, he felt that he didn’t make any mistake on his dancing.
“ What do you think Kamenashi-kun?”, asked the director.
Kazuya nodded, “ It’s good.”
The director smiled, “ Ok then. Now I’ll play Akanishi-kun’s part.”
Kazuya also watched Jin’s solo at the monitor. Jin were dancing sexily just like he always did. Then at the end of his dancing, Jin did some really sexy move. He licked his palm and said, “ Hell yeah..”.
The director clapped his hand in amaze when he saw that. Suddenly Kazuya felt something in his chest that made him hard to breath, then he was coughing.
Jin looked at Kazuya, “ Kame, what’s wrong?”
Kazuya kept coughing and his face turned red. His heart beated so fast, he tried to breath normally.
“ Kame, are you ok? Kame.. Kame..”, said Jin worry while held Kazuya’s back.
“ I…I’m ok…”, answered Kazuya haltingly, then he ran to the bathroom tried to calm himself.
“ Is he ok? Should I call doctor?”, asked the director to Jin.
“ Ah.. i’ll go check on him first.”, Jin followed Kazuya to the bathroom.
The director then looked at the monitor again, and observed Jin’s solo, “ If I was a girl, I would scream like hell seeing Jin dancing like that.”, muttered him.
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Kazuya sat on toilet seat while tried to breath normally. He held his chest and he felt his heart beated really fast.
“ What is this? What’s wrong with me?”
Kazuya then remembered back what just happened. He saw Jin’s solo dancing at the monitor, then Jin did some sexy move licking his palm and suddenly he felt his throat was choking and began coughing. Remembered that again, his heart started to beating faster.
“ What’s this.. what feeling is this?’, muttered him panickly. Kazuya tried to calmed himself.
“ Kame?! Are you inside? Are you ok?”, Jin knocked the bathroom door.
“ Kame open it! You make me worried! You want me to call a doctor?”, yelled Jin while kept knocking the door panickly.
“ I’m fine, you just go back to studio…”, answered Kazuya still tried to calm himself.
“ But… I can’t just leave you. You don’t look normal. I call doctor ok.”, insisted Jin.
Kazuya got even more panicked when he heard Jin’s voice.
“ I said I’m ok! Just go away! I don’t wanna see you.”, screamed Kazuya in confusion.
Jin shocked with Kazuya’s words and got stunned in front of bathroom door.
“ You.. did you really hate me?”, said Jin sadly.
Kazuya heard when Jin said that, “ What?”, asked Kazuya.
“ This whole day you kept avoiding me and refused to look at me without any apparent reason..”, Jin said weakly. Kazuya heard Jin’s voice silently.
“ When I’m expecting more from you..”, then Jin’s voice gone.
Kazuya dazed inside the toilet. Hate? He never thought that. He even didn’t understand why he was so annoyed with Jin today. He looked so cool today with his new hairstyle and took all the girls attention, and Kazuya just didn’t like that. But I’m not hate Jin, said Kazuya inside his heart.
“ I guess I just back to the set.. since you didn’t want me here.”, Jin walked toward the set weakly.
Kazuya then open the toilet door quickly, “ Akanishi! Wait!”
Jin stopped and turned to face Kazuya.
“ I… I didn’t hate you. I don’t understand either why I avoided you earlier. I just.. I… I don’t know what happened.”, Kazuya stuttered.
Jin looked at Kazuya, then he exhaled sadly. “ Yappari. You were avoiding me. You know what, I just wanna go home now.”, Jin turned his body and walked weakly.
“ Wait!”, Kazuya held Jin’s arm.
Jin stopped and looked at Kazuya for an explanation, “ I just… I just don’t like it when all the girls get all excited near you and kept looking at you. It’s just annoying.”, explained Kazuya while scratch his back head.
Jin tilted his head, “ You angry just because the girls pay more attention to me? Why? You have lot of girl fans too, don’t despise me because of that. Beside I don’t care what the girls think about me. I change my style today to get one person’s attention but that person don’t care about me so all my effort is useless.”, said Jin sadly.
Kazuya looked at Jin, “ Who’s the person?”
Jin scratched his head nervously, his face turned red. “ It doesn’t matter anymore. Next time I won’t bother try new look, it’s no use. Beside it just make you hate me until you ran to the toilet. You just throw up because you saw my performance right?”
Kazuya’s face turned red when he remember that again, “ No! I didn’t know what happened before. When I saw your solo dancing then when you licked your palm at the end suddenly my throat choked and I couldn’t breath. That’s why I ran to the toilet.”
Jin shocked when he heard Kazuya’s explanation, “ Huh? Why?”
“ I don’t know. It just happened suddenly.”, Kazuya shrugged.
Jin was smiling with his eyes widened, “ Did your heart beat faster than usual?”
“ Yeah, but not anymore. I guess I was shocked because I couldn’t breath”
Jin was smiling happily, he looked excited. “ Maybe not.”
“ What do you mean?”, asked Kazuya confused.
Jin smiled, “ You know who’s the person who made me do this style?”
“ Who?”
“ His name is Kamenashi Kazuya.”
Kazuya’s heart jumped, “ Huh?! What? Why?”
“ Because I like him.”, answered Jin still smilling.
Kazuya’s face turned red. Jin looked at to another direction to covered his tomato face.
“ Jin! Don’t joke like that, it’s not funny.”, said Kazuya while hit Jin’s arm.
“ I bet you like me too.”, said Jin confidently.
“ What?! Don’t be so confident, I didn’t say that.”
“ Then why you suddenly out of breath when saw my sexy dance?”
“ Maybe there was some respiratory problem.”
“ Then you said that you were jealous when the girls kept looking at me.”
“ I didn’t say jealous, I just said I don’t like it if they kept looking at you.”
“ What’s the different?”
“ Of course it’s different!”
“ But you avoided me because of that just like a high school girl when she got jealous to her boyfriend.”
“ Wha… I don’t… I... Shut up!!”, Kazuya stumbled.
Both of them got quiet and looked at each other.
“ Hhh… Whatever. Well since you didn’t like me, I’ll just back to the girls on the set who kept looking at me before. I bet they all like me. Jyaa..”, Jin turned his body and walked toward the set.
Kazuya surprised, then he catched Jin before he walked away, “ Wait.. wait..”, said Kazuya while held Jin’s arm to stop him.
“ Why?”, asked Jin.
Kazuya bent his head, “ Please stay here. I.. I don’t like if you got to close with all the girls.”, Kazuya said with low voice.
Jin smiled, “ If you said that, I won’t go.”
Kazuya then got quiet, didn’t know what to say anymore.
“ Then, what now?”, asked Jin while looked at Kazuya. Kazuya still bent his head, he was to shy to looked at Jin.
“ But.. for now I’m still not ready for us to.. you know.”, Kazuya kept bending his head, “ Do you… wanna wait until that time comes?”, asked Kazuya.
Jin looked at Kazuya earnestly, “ If it’s you, even until the world ends I will wait.”, said Jin.
Kazuya looked at Jin’s eyes and smiled, “ Thank you, but I’m sure it won’t take that long.”
Then Jin whispered into Kazuya’s ear, “ And if someday you couldn’t breath again, I will give you mouth to mouth respiration.”
Kazuya’s face turned red, then he touched Jin’s collarbone.
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*Part 1 end*