meat and potatoes...
so, I've been avoiding the computer for some time, but i realized that it was time for me to come back and fill in the blanks...
...where to !
one of my friends (a very close friend) got this new girlfriend a while ago. and well since i live far away i never actually met her, but i did get to talk with her on the phone. and initially i thought that she was really nice - a really great and wonderful person. I was so happy for him, that he found such a nice girl.
But of course she would have to think that since i am a girl that i must be a threat.
and I just really hate that all she had to do was one little thing to control part of my life...
...ask him not to talk to me anymore, and since he's such a fool for 'love' - he agreed, or at least supposedly 'partially' agreed.
I found out two weeks ago through, of all things, e-mail.
he said he'd call, psssshh!...
I'm not really expecting a phone call anymore.
For the longest time i wanted to call and talk to the both of them [separately], and explain just how i feel, and to find out what is happening on that end, and well i know that no matter what i do, it won't make a difference...
i can't make her trust me and i can't make him
un-
foolish..
since complete and outright honesty is the goal here - i also did not want to be so honest as to get my friend in trouble
so i held back and didn't call
i can't help but keep thinking that if i just drove back to michigan that I would feel best straightening things out face to face...
two things wrong with that,
1) i don't have that kind of time to waste on an apparently lost cause
2) insane much?
now I think I'll give equal courtesy and e-mail the idiot back
Yeah so, that's what happened last post... but I just keep feeling better about things as the time passes - it's not so bad ;)
...where to !
one of my friends (a very close friend) got this new girlfriend a while ago. and well since i live far away i never actually met her, but i did get to talk with her on the phone. and initially i thought that she was really nice - a really great and wonderful person. I was so happy for him, that he found such a nice girl.
But of course she would have to think that since i am a girl that i must be a threat.
and I just really hate that all she had to do was one little thing to control part of my life...
...ask him not to talk to me anymore, and since he's such a fool for 'love' - he agreed, or at least supposedly 'partially' agreed.
I found out two weeks ago through, of all things, e-mail.
he said he'd call, psssshh!...
I'm not really expecting a phone call anymore.
For the longest time i wanted to call and talk to the both of them [separately], and explain just how i feel, and to find out what is happening on that end, and well i know that no matter what i do, it won't make a difference...
i can't make her trust me and i can't make him
un-
foolish..
since complete and outright honesty is the goal here - i also did not want to be so honest as to get my friend in trouble
so i held back and didn't call
i can't help but keep thinking that if i just drove back to michigan that I would feel best straightening things out face to face...
two things wrong with that,
1) i don't have that kind of time to waste on an apparently lost cause
2) insane much?
now I think I'll give equal courtesy and e-mail the idiot back
Yeah so, that's what happened last post... but I just keep feeling better about things as the time passes - it's not so bad ;)