The divorce

Mar 13, 2013 11:57

Title: The divorce
Pairings: Banghim
Summary: Banghim goes through a divorce
Notes: This was erm... Was kind of inspired to be writen cause Yongguk didnt choose Himchan as the person he would date.. XD

"We're going through a divorce."
"WHAT?"
"Mhmm. Me and Yongguk are going through a divorce."
"Why?" Youngjae said.
"Mmmmm.... We're, well we're too different and our thoughts always clash and we argue and it's bad for the kids so we're going through a divorce."
"But, Himchan! The BangHim couple is like the perfect couple! Me and Dae argue all the time! And look at us! We're still together! Come on, Himchan. Think about it." Himchan smiled at Youngjae.
"The decision is final, Jae. Don't worry about it."

~OwO~

"So... Who's getting what?"
"I don't know, Daehyun. One day he's all cute and bunny like he always is and the next he's shouting and then we're just shouting and yelling throughout the whole day and then he files divorce!" Yongguk sighed in frustration.
"Maybe something happened?"
"Maybe, I don't know. We've been in this together for so many years now. Been dads for almost 7 years and well, this happens."
"It just happened?"
"Out of the blue. I mean we argue, normal couples do right? But we're just shouting and we barely talk and I think the last time we even had proper sex was like what? 2 years ago?"
"That long? Me and Jae can't keep our hands off each other for even a month! And that is just cause I'm overseas!"
"Exactly. Every time I try to jump him, he refuses or everytime he jumps me, I'm busy! It's, it's just... I don't know."
"So you're doing it?"
"I don't want to."
"He's forcing it?"
"Yes."

~OwO~

"I don't want to divorce, Himchan."
"Well, I do."
"Maybe we should just talk it out."
"Yongguk, every time we talk it out it turns into an arguement."
"Himchan come on. Think about the kids. They need both parents."
"No, Yongguk we've talked about that. No involving the kids."
"YOU HAVE TO INVOLVE THE KIDS IN THIS HIMCHAN. IF YOU WANT TO DIVORCE WHO WILL BE THE ONE WHO TAKES CARE OF THEM?"
"I will." Himchan growled.
"You don't even have a job, Himchan."
"I will get one."
"How bout we just take some time off. You and me, we'll go somewhere and we'll talk it out. Zelo and Jongup can stay at Daehyun's."
"I don't want to."
"Himchan."
"I said I don't want to Yongguk." Himchan growled.
"HIMCHAN." Yongguk shouted,"Can you just shut up? Just shut up and listen to me?" Himchan started to get up and Yongguk sighed in frustration.

"Daehyun says it might be just sexual frustration." Yongguk says as Himchan reaches their bedroom door frame.
"What?"
"He says, this might had happened because of sexual frustration."
"Well, you can tell him it's not. Because I don't want to do it."
"The kids will be staying at their place tonight." Yongguk continued.
"You sent my kids away?"
"Channie..."
"Don't Channie me. We're going through this divorce and that's that. You got that?"
"I don't even know why you want this."
"I don't love you anymore."
"HIMCHAN WE'RE FUCKING MARRIED! WE FUCKING ADOPTED KIDS! What is there left? I've given you everything!"
"Well, then I'm sorry I'm that selfish."
"What do you want Himchan? At least tell me what you want. Just... If it's my fault, then tell me why, tell me what I did wrong." Himchan looked at him and entered their shared bedroom, Yongguk sighed and closed his eyes.
"This is getting irratating."

"I know." Yongguk opened his eyes and sees Himchan stand in front of him,"I know." he tossed some envelopes on the table and sat on the chair across him.

Yongguk took the envelopes, looks at him and back to the envelopes.

The first envelope was from their elder son's school. He opened it and it was a warning letter.

"A warning letter? What happened?"
"Jongup has been fighting in school."
"But he's..."
"A pocketfull of sunshine. This is the third letter already. If he fights anymore, he needs to change schools."
"Since when?" Himchan took a deep breath.
"Since 8 months ago."
"What? Why didn't you tell me?"
"There's more."
"Why didn't you tell me, Himchan?" Yongguk glared at him.
"Continue looking Yongguk." Himchan pressed back. The elder male complied and there was another letter from their younger son's school.

"Another warning letter?" Himchan remained silent. Yongguk looked at him hard and opened it,"What is this?"
"Zelo has been attending counselling appointments. He's been visiting the teachers there, they sent me a letter concerning him. If our problems don't solve, they might take him away."
"Shit. Why?"
"There's more."
"Their results... Are this bad now?"
"I looked through their papers and talked it over with their teachers."
"And what?"
"They did it on purpose."
"WHAT? WHY THE FUCK WOULD THEY DO THAT?"
"I also talked with Youngjae and Daehyun and Hanuel and your sister and our mums about it."
"For what?"
"We... We're moving out. They can't live in this environment, Yongguk."
"What environment are you talking about?"
"THEY DID IT ON PURPOSE SO THAT YOU'LL FUCKING NOTICE YOU STILL HAVE A FUCKING FAMILY. WHAT'S SO FUCKING HARD TO UNDERSTAND ABOUT THAT YOU ASSHOLE?" Himchan snapped,"We're moving out and away from here. Changing schools and starting all over again. I've already talked to the kids about this and they seem to be willing to change and starting over. I said, I'll allow them to visit you once a month or when you guys can meet. Once we're done packing, we're leaving right away."
"Where are you going to go? Or how are you going to survive? Where will you live?"
"I already have the answers for that. You don't need to know nor care, we're starting our lives all over. Without. You."
"Why? Himchan, why are you doing this? Why are you working so hard to proving to me that we must get divorced and that we have to do this for the kids?"
"They don't can't answer when people ask where is your dad, Yongguk. They don't know what to say when people ask them, where's your mum and dad?"
"We discussed this, Himchan."
"Discussed. Yeah, sure we did. Everything was going to how we planned and guessed it up to now. Now is changing."
"Why is now changing?"
"There's another letter, down there." Yongguk took the last letter. It wasn't gently opened like the rest of it, it was like it has been ripped off by someone other else.

"The Hospital?" Himchan looked away and Yongguk wide eyed when he read the contents.

"Himchan this is not what you think."
"It doesn't matter what I think. It matters what the kids think."
"THEY OPENED IT?"
"They're sensitive to the word hospital, Yongguk. You know that. You know that ever since I admited into hospital last time for over exhaustion they've been like that ever since. Before I could take in the letters for that day, they already ripped it open and saw the contents."
"Everything started because of this?"
"What do you think?"
"Himchan, you know I'm not that kind of guy."
"I don't." Himchan cut him,"I used to. But this guy living in my house right now, is not. Person I looked up to, the kids looked up to, the person we loved everything is gone now, Yongguk."
"Himchan listen to me."
"I don't want to anymore, Yongguk. I'm sick of listening the same old reasons like maybe this is Yongnam's or something went wrong in the mailing or the hospital but it's not anymore, Yongguk. We're doing this divorce."
"Kim..."
"I TIRED OF YOU LYING TO OUR KIDS AND MAKING EMPTY PROMISES! I CAN'T TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE YONGGUK!"

Yongguk snapped. He got up, Himchan got up and pushed Himchan, they went on pushing and pushing each other. Himchan for self defense but Yongguk was out of control. The duo smashed a lot of things along the way as both fought. Yongguk wouldn't stop pushing Himchan and breaking things while Himchan was trying to keep himself safe from injury.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING NOW, YONGGUK? GO SOME WHERE ELSE TO RELEASE YOUR STUPID ANGER! DON'T RUIN MY HOUSE! WHY DON'T YOU GO TO THAT WOMAN'S HOUSE TO RELEASE ALL THIS YOU ASS..."

Himchan froze and was in shock when Yongguk slapped Himchan hard on the cheek. He pushed Himchan down the coach and ripped off the front of his shirt.

"Shut the fuck up, Himchan." he growled. Control already thrown out of the window of his brain.

Himchan's face was facing the other side. Shock still there from the hard slap and that when he finally saw his kids there with both Youngjae and Daehyun. He wide eyed at them.

"Umma." his younger son said.
"What the fuck are you doing to him?" the elder one growled. Youngjae grabbed them and stopped them from getting any nearer. Himchan shoved Yongguk off him and stood up.
"Take them away, Jae!" the said male nodded and began dragging them but failed seeing as the rage in them was beyond control.

"Bang Yongguk. You may be my father but what you did to my mother is beyond acceptable. Don't fucking come home to us when umma finally decides for divorce, don't fucking come home and pretend to care about us when clearly you've been fucking another woman. To the extend of getting her pregnant. YOU HAVE YOUR OWN FAMILY YOU IDIOT!"
"Jong..."
"Ma. Stop. He needs to face this. HE NEEDS TO KNOW WHAT WE'VE BEEN THROUGH AND WHAT THAT STUPID BITCH MADE US DO WHILE HE FUCKED HER THOSE DAYS. HE NEEDS TO KNOW HOW MUCH WE SUFFERED, HOW WE FOUGHT EVERY STUPID DAY AND HOW MUCH YOU SUFFERED UMMA. HE NEEDS TO KNOW THAT THAT WOMAN NEEDS TO GO OR WE'LL KI..."
"Jongup!" Himchan shouted,"Go." He looked at Jongup, both locking their gazes,"Go, Uppie. Please. You too Zelo."

Zelo looked at him and nodded. He looked at Yongguk,"You do that to my umma one more time, and I'll destory your owh-so-perfect public reputation."

"Zelo." Himchan pleaded.

"He doesn't need pity, umma. He needs to get broken down and he needs to be destroyed before he realises what he did. Especially those times when we three were all suffering. He's here only when you file divorce? Where was he then when hyung got his first warning letter? When i failed my first exam? When you got into the hospital again? Where was he?"
"Zelo. Please. Go."
"Not without you, umma." Himchan nodded, understanding why they were so defensive and walked towards them. Zelo handed Himchan his coat, his eyes and his hyung's eyes never once left Yongguk at all.

They left soon after.

Then Yongguk finally snapped out of it.

He just ruined his family. With some bitch he didn't really know.

Aaahhhh. Fuck.

Daehyun dropped by later that day. He looked at Yongguk who barely moved from his seat since they left earlier.

"Stop staring." Yongguk said.
"I can't. I'm trying to rationalize the situation."
"Don't."
"I can't think of any other way to break the news to you or how I should console you or even... I don't know what to say to you anymore, Yongguk. I really don't."
"Then don't."
"You need to know the truth."
"What could be worst that this?"
"Jongup has new stitches around his arm." Yongguk snorted,"Zelo's scholarship is screwed."
"He could pull it off. He's a smart and talented boy."
"That's not the point."
"Then what is? What are you trying to tell me, Daehyun?"
"She. Is. The. Problem. Here. Yongguk."
"Stop blaming her."
"Why?"
"She doesn't know I have a family."
"SHE DOES."
"Spill out what you want to say, Daehyun. I'm tired."
"So you're going to protect her? After she fucked up your family?"
"How much worse can it get?" Yongguk said.
"Himchan was admited to the hospital four times because of her." Daehyun grabbed his jacket,"He's in the hospital right now too."
"Why? Because I almost raped him?"
"Because he has hypertension. His blood pressure shoot sky high and he passed out. Don't bother even coming."

And Daehyun slammed the door shut.

Few days later and Youngjae accompanies the kids to grab their things. They help Himchan grab his things too since he's still in the hospital. They took everything they needed and taped up all the boxes which had their things in it.

The kids never looked back after they left either.

And Yongguk never saw Himchan nor the kids since then. He even got himself a Restraining Order which means he can't come in contact nor contact them or he will be arrested or fined.

And well, they got divorced a year later and that's the last time Yongguk ever got to saw Himchan.

Yongguk changed after the divorce. He stopped all his side track and half assed work and got his head back into the game. He cut all ties with that woman too, he got someone to find out about that pregnancy thing and the truth was out. Yongguk wasn't the father of that child, she paid him compensation money to which Yongguk gave the whole lumpsum to Himchan. He was thankful Himchan still kept his bank account then to be honest cause the following month, the bank people called him telling him Himchan had changed accounts. Yongguk smiled and thanked them, Himchan has gone his separate ways now.

He, Yongguk is finally out of Himchan's life.

~OnO~

10 years later~

"Jonguppie! When are you going to show Umma you're girlfriend? I mean come on sweety, even Jello has a girlfriend now."
"Umma, it's not easy to get a girl nowadays you know."
"Not easy? What about boys then? And why don't you flash those cheetos of yours? Make use of that plus point, sweety."
"Leave him alone, Himchan."
"Ssshhh, Youngjae. I need my son to be out dating not spending time with me and you. Where's Daehyun?"
"Getting food. What else would he be doing?"
"I don't know. Maybe getting that chick for her number?" Himchan laughed when the male in front of him turn so fast and kicked him in the shin when Himchan laughed.
"Joking! Joking!"

Yongguk smiled a bit. He started the engine of his car and he drove away. He saw Daehyun saw him there and the latter smiled at him a little too.

Even though they were soulmates, when one mistake is done over and over again, it breaks hearts and it destroys family.

The end.

A/N: ANGSTTTTT... ANGST TO THE MAXIMUM LEVELLLLL! ;mmmmmm;

# banghim, % angst, rating ; pg 13

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