I have no idea what to do......
And i mean that in more ways then one.....
You have the whole livejournal way... meaning I have no idea how to do things on here! So even though I have no friends on here that will read(at the time) I Want to learn how to do things and see if they work.
Then you got the main reason for all my troubles.. I babysit for a living at the time, Because things have been tough I took a job that is 2 hrs total drive. I work 2 to 9 so its not a bad thing at all. I love the kids and the parents, the neighbors are all nice and the school is just behind the house. Now after a yr of being here the father is going to nights. That doesnt mean that I am losing my job.... no they still want me to watch the kids. They just want me to do it from 6 to 3 while their dad sleeps. That means I would have to get up at 4:30 everyday that I work and be there before 6 so that the mom can get to work which is an hr drive for her. I know that I can go back to sleep once I get there but I just have this feeling that I am going to get drained really fast if I stay. So I told them that I dont want to do mornings and they are ok with it. The problem is I am getting this feeling that the mom is waiting till the last min to find someone to take over. It makes me feel good knowing that the parents are happy with me and that I just gained an extended family, but her taking her time an finding someone is preventing me from finding another job. So now I have to tell her that she has till the 20th of this month to find someone to take over for me, and that is making me feel like crap big time. I dont know why I feel bad about it either.... they know that I am leaving and they are ok with it but why do I feel like shit for having to tell her? UGHH!!!!
You have the whole livejournal way... meaning I have no idea how to do things on here! So even though I have no friends on here that will read(at the time) I Want to learn how to do things and see if they work.
Then you got the main reason for all my troubles.. I babysit for a living at the time, Because things have been tough I took a job that is 2 hrs total drive. I work 2 to 9 so its not a bad thing at all. I love the kids and the parents, the neighbors are all nice and the school is just behind the house. Now after a yr of being here the father is going to nights. That doesnt mean that I am losing my job.... no they still want me to watch the kids. They just want me to do it from 6 to 3 while their dad sleeps. That means I would have to get up at 4:30 everyday that I work and be there before 6 so that the mom can get to work which is an hr drive for her. I know that I can go back to sleep once I get there but I just have this feeling that I am going to get drained really fast if I stay. So I told them that I dont want to do mornings and they are ok with it. The problem is I am getting this feeling that the mom is waiting till the last min to find someone to take over. It makes me feel good knowing that the parents are happy with me and that I just gained an extended family, but her taking her time an finding someone is preventing me from finding another job. So now I have to tell her that she has till the 20th of this month to find someone to take over for me, and that is making me feel like crap big time. I dont know why I feel bad about it either.... they know that I am leaving and they are ok with it but why do I feel like shit for having to tell her? UGHH!!!!