everyone I FINALLY met POODER JOSH!!! The kidd is just off the wall amazing!! I can see why everyone loves him soo much .. hes just the BEST!!!

Also at dinner when josh was describing what the onion soup actually was i couldnt stop laughing! Bad part was i had food in my mouth and i couldnt freakin swallow it i was laughing so much .. the thing ( Read more... )

this song is everything i tried to write but never could .. especially these stanza's

jenn it equals spooky how great and right it is!

"What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
maybe then you'd know how I feel...

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
with words you used to say ( Read more... )

honesty is something you  lack 
its all to cover your own ass
so you dont look like the F'ed up bastard
but in the end your just a lame coward who cant face jack shit....
you define friend with a knife and my back
straight through and through
to bled me dry
for my veins to run on empty
So bite your tongue
and eat your words
with no regrets ( Read more... )

... at least not to my knowledge.. lol well now that just doesnt make sense haha!! wowzerrs

I've come to the conclusion that some people in this world just suck!!
What's the point of lying to me so you can get me to hate someone else ... yeah it worked like you hoped but you've gotta know that the lie cant last 4ever.. I wish you would just see ( Read more... )

FRIDAY equaled complete amazingness!!!! getting lost in the ghetto for 45 mins and  being the only white ppl for miles is scary!!!
 we finally made it to the concert!!! Bands didnt go on till 8'ish so me trina and nick wandered to IKEA lol !!!

CANT BELIEVE I DIDNT BRING AN FING CAMERA!!!! As soon as we got there all of Halifax was standing ( Read more... )

"when did it become obvious that 'hello' was just a cover up for a travesty of good-byes?
and why was it so easy for this to become a priority rather than a necessity...
*It never was for me*
its a vengeance of love
towards everything you could never be
so take this audacity to heart....
like mine took your version of the truth"
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Jennn your so Freaking AMAZING!! I love you more than words can explain, and it kills me cuz i want you to be happy! If i could give u all my happiness (might not be much but its something) i would!
 I know things will get better, cuz we're gonna make them. We'll be like "bitches .. listen up .. I wanna be happy soo F u .. im gonna be happy... and ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while .. heres something stupid to tide you over till i feel like telling y'all the dirt of whats been going on in my life....

What time is it? 5:36 pm
Full name- Ashley J. Rauscher
Birthday- September 16th ... less than 11 days!! Hells YEAH!!!!
Age-15
Last 4 digits of your #- 4201
School- TRHS South
Grade-junior!!
Favorite subject- ( Read more... )

I forgot to add these w/ the last entry...

JENN you know how much i <3 your pics .. i just had to steal them to show everyone the amazingness that is your talent lol ... im still tryin ... we'll have some of mine soon!! WOOT!!


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JENN MCPEEK IS IN MY FREAKIN HR!!! I'm sooooo Happy!! We have the most bitchin hr EVER!!! To all you losers not in D33 tough luck lol....
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