ill put this behind a cut for anyone who doesn't care
WHEN WILL I EVER BE HAPPY WITH ANYTHING MY FUCKING LIFE GIVES ME. SHIT PILED ON SHIT. IM USING CAPS TO CREATE A MOOD. IT'S NOT FUCKING FAIR. Yeah whatever. I know lifes not fair, you dont have to tell me that. But it's not even close to fair. All i ever get is some vision of hope and it never lasts and I end up even unhappier. Why would you do this to me? Why can't anybody show some sign of compassion, or caring. Will anyone ever prove they care about me? Talk is cheap, and your actions are nothing but shit. I don't even expect someone to reply to this with something that will help me. Nothing in my life has permanence, and nothing in my life has purpose. What can I do? I can't try any harder to overcome all of this bullshit. I don't know what to do anymore.