Jan 01, 2009 22:09
So I had a talk with John about my paperwork...and I've just come clean about how effing confused the whole stuff has made me and that I don't understand what the plan is, and that I'm not the one insisting that I deserve some kind of special medical thingy. I just don't want to loose my job is all and others have told me this is what I needed to do. I even told him that I don't have the funds to do all the tests the doc wants me to.
And he seemed to realize that there was some horribly interesting miscommuincation going on and he's going to look into it. I mean, the way it was explained to me...even if my doc did find something wrong that she could classify and they would permit as an excuse. I'd have to call in every time I was going to need to use it and they'd have to mark it down...oh that's so not happening. I mean forget it, it was all just a shiny excuse anyway, I'm really not looking for special treatment beyond--I'm not Tabby who you hated and so fired her for her attendance issues only because that's what you could make stick. Yes, I have issues with attendance to address, but you generally like me, i bend over backwards for you people, and I don't swear at customers as a general rule can we work something out?
So...that said. I'm making three very simple resolution-like things.
1. Try to be early for work. Not on-time. On-time makes you late, try being early for a change.
2. Continue cleaning so you can get your present back from Repo Claus, and you'll be in a happier, healthier climate.
and 3. Use said present to write your stories down, like you did that one night you got to use it.
If other things happen to change for the better this year like, new job, a guy in my life that survives more than six months, and moving out, that's great, but I'm not resolving to have magic. Also, learning a new language, cool. But refreshing the ones I know would work too, but again not setting anything in stone.
Just don't get fired for something so stupid, get my laptop back and write all these thoughts running through my head down! Simple, see.
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