i have taken some time to think things over, clearing my thoughts and emotions, because after reading everything people have said about friday's events, i am honestly hurt. i feel as if what i did that night meant nothing. is that wrong? i mean, it's not like what i did, i did for anyone's approval or recognition, i did it for a friend, because i ( Read more... )

last night was something new. it was the first party i've ever been to, and i honestly had alot of fun. what with the dancing and hanging out with friends, what couldnt be more enjoyable ( Read more... )

I got accepted to UNF! sweet

i feel great :), but whats this? something can make me happier? oh yes, an acceptance letter from UCF. tru.

1:06 AM...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOM!

::trumpets blow:

:D
i'd like to say, i was the first to say it today...woo! go me :). i hope all your birthday wishes come true, and that you grow to be all old, n stuff, and all that other stuff people say on your birthday. in spanish they even tell us to "grow so old, you look like a rabbit"
...dont ask.

maybe...just maybe this could be the ray of sunshine i've been awaiting. but then again, no use getting hopes up where they cannot reach.

my hands covered in dry paint...absolute bliss. i don't know what it is about getting dirty when i do my art thing, but it makes me feel...good. something i cant do on photoshop, to truly, and literally, get into my art. i spent all lunch through fourth hour with tsoi today painting the backdrops for next weeks culture week thing. i was in charge ( Read more... )

the night was good. i hung out with my old friend Jon, hadnt seen him in a while...we planned to go to sawgrass and watch a movie. we got there at like,hmmm, i dont know, 10:25? and i saw 'jewski, mike, dom, tommy, josh, bobby, vitofriend, jason, and vito. they aparently were going to see the same movie i wanted to see (the last samari) but i ended ( Read more... )

i want to do something tonight...
does anyone want to chill tonight?

holy...i love cake ( Read more... )

i dont know what it is, why it is. why people have so much against me. why i cant go out and have fun without hearing shit and rumors about it. why i feel...out of place. im constantly being told what i do wrong, and really, i dont mean to do those things. like being so fucking flirtatious. ok? im sorry if im a flirt, im just like that. it's kind ( Read more... )