Re: =( *sad face*akatoraMarch 9 2009, 16:18:04 UTC
It's not because of you. =P
Honestly, it's probably the test stress talking. ~_~ Almost all the major relationship-related fights with Tyler in college occurred around midterms and finals.
I am actually quite seriously worried about the business-starting and marketing and things. I need a business-y business partner.
I realize that's a very asshole thing to say but we have our doubts and we make our mistakes. It ultimately doesn't matter if our parents are right or not as long as we make our own decions, because in the end the only person we really need to be able to face up to is ourselves. We make our own decisions. We make our own mistakes. Our parents aren't us and they didn't grow up the way we did, in the country we did, with our language, our mash of cultures and in our time.
They'll always try to protect us and drive us in the direction they think we should go but sometimes you need a self-set challenge to feel some sense of achievement. You can't always tackle other people's challenges, at least I can't.
It's just that sometimes I wonder 'cause I don't think I'm passionate about it. I'm not sure I'd do it without pay or something. Tyler would totally do what he's doing without pay. He does it all the time at home.
I wonder if I need that dedication. Especially since I have chosen the harder path.
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Honestly, it's probably the test stress talking. ~_~ Almost all the major relationship-related fights with Tyler in college occurred around midterms and finals.
I am actually quite seriously worried about the business-starting and marketing and things. I need a business-y business partner.
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I realize that's a very asshole thing to say but we have our doubts and we make our mistakes. It ultimately doesn't matter if our parents are right or not as long as we make our own decions, because in the end the only person we really need to be able to face up to is ourselves. We make our own decisions. We make our own mistakes. Our parents aren't us and they didn't grow up the way we did, in the country we did, with our language, our mash of cultures and in our time.
They'll always try to protect us and drive us in the direction they think we should go but sometimes you need a self-set challenge to feel some sense of achievement. You can't always tackle other people's challenges, at least I can't.
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It's just that sometimes I wonder 'cause I don't think I'm passionate about it. I'm not sure I'd do it without pay or something.
Tyler would totally do what he's doing without pay. He does it all the time at home.
I wonder if I need that dedication. Especially since I have chosen the harder path.
Meh. Like I said above. Test stress talking.
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