I'm tired and it's late.

[akb1409]

Life is awful right now. It's been awful for a while and I don't know how to fix it. I've always been able to deal with anything anyone's ever thrown me, just not now. I've never cried so much. I need to deal with it. I need to put on a smile and be fine. I'm fine, I'm always going to be fine. Just smile.

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[lau2214]

It's ok to not be fine. You don't have to put a smile on all the time if something's bothering you. Sometimes all you really need is to give yourself over to something and let it almost kill you before you can move on from it. Life is rough sometimes and our capacity to grieve is what makes it easier.

Cheer up, love. But don't try to fake yourself out with a smile. You can't hide emotions from yourself.

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"Heartbreak is like a dormant disease. As long as you choose to ignore its existence inside you, you will have to live with it. It is only once you allow it to destroy you, to sicken you, to tear you apart from deep inside, that you will be able to move on."