Wow, I don't know what is wrong with me.
But I am REALLY sick of everything right now.

No matter what happens I just miss her more and more.
Even on the good days.

It's been so long and I am still not okay with it.

And like everyone I thought would be there for me isn't.
I mean I have a few, but mostly just Tara, Eli, and Line.
I don't know.
I really ( Read more... )

I haven't updated here in a LONG time ( Read more... )

For once [I think];

I am honestly finally okay with moving on.
you aren't more than just a boy.
and maybe I don't really believe it.
but I do have it hammered into my brain.
so I will atleast act like I don't care.
do what you want with your life.

OBVIOUSLY

you and I aren't made for each other.
so I don't EVER want to waste another second looking back.
and I ( Read more... )

omgsh, thank you EVERYONE who showed up last night.
honestly, I love my friends.
my birthday party was amazing.

Tara, Eli, Kendra, Kendal, Jessica, Jodi, Kari, Mindi, Linzee, Bre, Ashley, Raelynn, Amanda, Brittany, Gabe, Kevin, Brandon, Nick, Adam, Geiger, and Chaz!
thank you for coming, you are awesome I love you all.

although there was a little drama ( Read more... )

I swear, I have the greatest friends ever lately ( Read more... )

My birthday is in 6 days.
May 19th. Remember that.

Anyways on a much different note.
This week sucked. I was called a Liar twice. A bad friend three times. And I missed Tina 9234720747392759623 times.
This has been the hardest week without her. Expecially Thursday and Friday.
I need her so bad. I feel like NOTHING without her.
And it sucks like I am so ( Read more... )

hey everyone this is katy!

well. . holly dosent kno im updating her journal for her but HOL.. i just wanted to let you kno that you are one hell of a friend! i love you so much .. each day i feel like we get closer and closer.. and u are definately the one who i go to when i need a shoulder to lean on because hol ur awesome and i kno my secrets are ( Read more... )

I honestly didn't think today would be so hard.
Since I saw her yesterday, and knew what she looked like and all that.
And since I knew that it was going to happen.
But it was hard.
How can I live without her?
Everyday she reminded me of how much love she had for me.
She reminded me of how smart and funny I was.
I need that in my life.
I need HER in my ( Read more... )

I hope you all still pray for Tina.

And please, don't cry over her.
I mean, YES, I break down sometimes, and I cry alot.
But keep it to a minimum.

Because your tears are not going to save Tina.
But your prayers will.

So please, please, pray for Tina.
She is my best friend.

And if you only met her one time I am sure you realize why I love her so much.
She is ( Read more... )

Hey, how was your Spring Break?!
I hope good.

Mine was good. Well okay.
But I thought alot.
I am very thankful that Malorey invited me to go to Battle Cry with her.

One of the speakers at Battle Cry said,
"To realize the beauty of Heaven, you first have to experience some Hell."
And that stuck with me, so hard, like it hit at home to me. You know?
You ( Read more... )