Arggghhh....
Finally got my computer back for a short while so that I can write that essay. I missed it so much. All my anime, pictures, and music was stolen from me for 3 weeks. ; ___ ; It started to make a funny sound when I first started it though. D:
Anyway, nothing's really changed in my shitty life so far, other than getting yelled at, work and getting yelled at again. Kinda got used to it, but my mom got kinda extreme yesterday and I actually cried for a minute or two in my room after while she slept. Record breaker, because I hardly ever cry. But whatever, woke up with slightly puffy eyes but they went away after a hour or so.
I went to Touki's house on Sunday and played Resident Evil on it. I think I'm addicted to it though. I feel the need to game. D: nyatsuuuu and 093007 came afterwards and we pigged out on ice cream and snacks. I had to leave an hour earlier while we were playing Rock Band because my dad was driving my brother out and didn't want to go out again to pick me up. That really pissed me off because I have a really special ability to, you know, WALK .
Anyway, got an interesting book from kazunometsuki today called Evil Genius. Interesting story because the main character is just hilarious and the way his teachers and classmates keep dying is just so disturbingly amusing. :D I'm about half done the book.
One thing I'm looking forward to right now is AN . Can't wait to see all the Hetalia fans there and COSPLAY. But that's still more than a month away. I need something to look forward to in the near future and a life.
I have a lot more to say but I can't seem to say it out loud. I don't even know where to begin, though I feel kinda irritated at myself because I know that I shouldn't be complaining so much. I kinda don't even want to admit it to myself that I'm feeling this way because it's just going to make things more difficult for me. Is this a signal to just ignore myself? But I think I'm already doing that.
I really should finish that essay.
Anyway, nothing's really changed in my shitty life so far, other than getting yelled at, work and getting yelled at again. Kinda got used to it, but my mom got kinda extreme yesterday and I actually cried for a minute or two in my room after while she slept. Record breaker, because I hardly ever cry. But whatever, woke up with slightly puffy eyes but they went away after a hour or so.
I went to Touki's house on Sunday and played Resident Evil on it. I think I'm addicted to it though. I feel the need to game. D: nyatsuuuu and 093007 came afterwards and we pigged out on ice cream and snacks. I had to leave an hour earlier while we were playing Rock Band because my dad was driving my brother out and didn't want to go out again to pick me up. That really pissed me off because I have a really special ability to, you know, WALK .
Anyway, got an interesting book from kazunometsuki today called Evil Genius. Interesting story because the main character is just hilarious and the way his teachers and classmates keep dying is just so disturbingly amusing. :D I'm about half done the book.
One thing I'm looking forward to right now is AN . Can't wait to see all the Hetalia fans there and COSPLAY. But that's still more than a month away. I need something to look forward to in the near future and a life.
I have a lot more to say but I can't seem to say it out loud. I don't even know where to begin, though I feel kinda irritated at myself because I know that I shouldn't be complaining so much. I kinda don't even want to admit it to myself that I'm feeling this way because it's just going to make things more difficult for me. Is this a signal to just ignore myself? But I think I'm already doing that.
I really should finish that essay.