off to my friend's debut.. *sigh* and i just wanna stay at home and do nothing.. *sigh* *sigh* and *more sighs*... we're not really close, you know.. but my friends told me to go.. and i'd feel A BIT guilty if i dont go anyway.. so.. *sigh*

bye-bye..

it's so hot!! i just took a shower and i'm so sweaty already..
hehe.. i forgot to update yesterday so here's what happened since Tuesday, March23.

Tuesday. called him up and i asked him why he didn't call for four whole days. he said he was callin' me last friday but no one answered so he assumed that i went to our province or something.. and added ( Read more... )

uh.. okay does anyone know about "Amelie"?? it's that friench movie thingy. that girl there has freaky eyes!! scurry.. i havent watched it though.. the dvd just lies around the house..
i'll updat *stuff* later.....

got home from mass.. and the priest's homily made me feel more confused than ever.. "ang paghihintay ay nangangahulugan ng pagmamahal"[trans: waiting means loving]
he has never truly waited for me.. i dont feel he has...
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so this is how it goes..last thursday night.. i asked him to fetch me in the university yesterday after my exams which would ( Read more... )

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haayy.. naku po!! naiinis ako sa mga ka-grupo ko!! pano naman kaya ako mag-aaral niyan!!?? ako lang ang gagawa nung project namin sa BOTANY at THEOLOGY!! malamang may practical exam pa kami sa wednesday!! mawawalan na ako ng time mag-aral dun!! grabe nakakapanggigil!! saludo nako sa sarili ko pag natapos ko lahat ng to!!! arrgghh!!!!!!

i do not feel myself today.. i get mad at people so easily that i feel like so many people are mad back at me too.. im scared.. and i also feel alone.. i feel stupid coz i know im not alone but i feel alone.. and evil.. and cruel.. i should die.. gotta talk to someone who'll slap me hard, back to reality..

it's our 11th monthsary today.. but i think he forgot.. he has called me three times today and still there is no sign that he remembers.. i want him to be the first to greet.. i thought, of all the monthsaries we'll ever have this would be one of the special ones coz we've only got one more month to go before we have our first anniversary..

but im ( Read more... )

i dont really have anything so important to say..
just missed typing entries for my livejournal..

i feel like im such a mean, cruel, nasty.. everything UNGOOD person now.. i wanna start over.. i wanna do things nice but it's just that when i dont like something, i dont know how to hide it.. i say it right then and there, but of course i try to say ( Read more... )

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