Sometimes I really hate this shit.

Why are there like.. two faced people?!!

Honestly, if I don't like someone, I'll be very upfront about it. Not talk to the person nicely one day and backstab that person the other.

*snorts*

I hate judging wrongly, and apparently I did.

And no, this is not at all about Aya.

I think I fell in love with her...Took Aya out for dinner today... We went to that italian restaurant that I frequent.. It was pretty good, I think.. until I started drinking red wine.. I can't help it.. alcohol-less for 5 days already! So yeah, I drank a lot.. and got a little messed up.. Don't ever mix sickness with alcohol, kids, it's not worth ( Read more... )

Why is this fucking world so fucked up?!?!?!?!!!?!?!

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Ruki, let's go on our killing spree. *nods* You know what we should do.

It was pretty bad.. read on to find out.

( I better put this in a cut )

Okay.. going away in a few hours guys...

Have fun partying without me and shit..

BTW, check out Gara's painting for me.. I love it.

I'll be away but I'll miss someone.. *kicks* And it's not you, RUKI! *growls*

BYE

I give up.

I give up being the nice guy.

I give up pursuing something which will never be mine.

I give up trying to be nice, really.

The old Aki is back. Rejoice or die. *glares*

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Boredom results in sappy poems.

She laughs as the white lily is placed in her hair;
Face full of bewilderment.

As her sweet eyes sparkle,
my fingers trace her delicate jawline.
the river of blood in me calms down.

sweet sincerity.
refreshing innocence.

And I'm not telling any of you what it's about. *makes face*

I'm bored. No one's anywhere to be found. I walked up the corridor, not once but twice.. And I thought about.. stuff. I guess I should really give my life a jumpstart. So I wrote a song... (actually, Aki-mun wrote it ^^) and it's kind of how I feel sometimes..

I wrote it in both Japanese and English..

( the song )

OMG. LET ME DIE, PLEASE LET ME DIE.


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