i never thought i would but i did. ive met adrienne. known her for at least 5 years over cyberspace. then all the sudden i stay at her house for a good week (9 days ( Read more... )

this thing has to be here for a reason. the last couple of months have been stupidly crazy. ive been through some shit. got caught with 90 E pills and didnt get sent to prison. im still waiting to be summoned to court. the agent said its a 80 percent chance i wont get summoned. im praying ill just get a felony. which is still bullshit on my part. ( Read more... )

im starting too see the uglyness in all its beauty. im never going to finish this. ill have to wait till next time. if i can remember. i will do it all.lovely lovely. no this isnt random. look past it and see the meanings. look past everything in life and see all its meanings. pay attention to people when they talk and not just waiting for your ( Read more... )

im losing it all in a short matter of itme.

i finally got an ipod. now i gotta get my grandma pearls for christmas. i dont know i sont know i dont know dont knwo i dont know i dont know idonwkne o tknoei ondow i dont knwo i dont know idont wknow idontkwi sknow indkn so win kdow din tkn woi kwnow i dont knwo id knwot iw dnktowit nwdki nwti wnidn towin ndi wd itn kowdniond i dknow dit donw i ( Read more... )

theres ths one reggae song on the radio over here. its weird rabbai singer, singing christian reggae. and it makes me feel really happy. i wish everyone could understand eachother. this world.. im starting to see all the bad in this world. compassion? whatever happend to that. i feel bad for all those people who only think about themselves. you ( Read more... )

i need to know something.

i need to do something with this life of mine. take control. im just fucking stuck. shrooms are crazy. fuck, this planet is crazy. i dont get it- i do know but yet i dont have the linguistic skills to put into words, all the things that are going through my mind. they wont stop coming and they wont stop leaving. is it that im a smart person or is ( Read more... )

in a week. i will be truly happy. yes i mean it WOOH! cant wait really . fuck fuck wat should i do. i need to fiinish school. to be cool. im gonna shake your money maker woMAashleyN

life is fucking crazy man. i cant believe it, its FUCKING NUTS. i dont know where to start. about any of it. i just know that you go thru a lot of fucking shit. its amazing how much shit im going thru now. i try to stay positive and it helps so im pretty good. i make the best of it. i got a job so its pretty normal for now. except the fact that im ( Read more... )