SO the world does always have its ups and its downs, so I figured I would post a journal about my ups and my downs since my life is so damned enteraining ( like a bad soap opera
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You're welcome to come up dear, i think, but check with woofie. The panda will be here on those dates. >.>If you get dakota, you better bring him so i can deflower him. kbai.
I fully understand every bit of your opinion, and I am sorry to have let everyone down so far. I agree with it on the most part, at least for me, I won't speak for the other two. I never meant to neglect you, holi and esther always impossed, thats the wrong word... made themselves welcome, I have never been used to being invited, or me inviting people
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The avoiding of you guys was a healthy decision on my part. If you read my journals, you would know that you guys were making me seriously ill and I had to sepparate myself from it before my seizure symptoms got worse. I am sorry that is how it was, but that is how it was. I do miss the fun we have had, but I don't miss the people you are now so unless you are different someday later, I dont think it will ever be the same. People change, I changed, according to you, and if you don't like who I am now then you are not inclined to have to put up with me, same as I dont have to with you
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I do read your journals, and if I didn't I knew of them, I knew full well what was going on with you, and I felt seriously bad for you, we all feared for you and were hoping you nothing but the best I want you to know that.
I have no qualms with what you have become, you have changed for your better which is what needs to be done, so if you think it is right in your mind then I guess go with it. I am sorry you don't like how we all have developed, and I am sorry it hurts you to be around us, I hope that stops some day and you have truely good friends, I know you will never loose anna and that makes me very happy for you. I wish you the best.
And just so you know, this journal was wrote out of frustration not anger, I never would wish a person I care about harm. Have a good life, and thanks for the good wished
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A little something you should know
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I have no qualms with what you have become, you have changed for your better which is what needs to be done, so if you think it is right in your mind then I guess go with it. I am sorry you don't like how we all have developed, and I am sorry it hurts you to be around us, I hope that stops some day and you have truely good friends, I know you will never loose anna and that makes me very happy for you. I wish you the best.
And just so you know, this journal was wrote out of frustration not anger, I never would wish a person I care about harm. Have a good life, and thanks for the good wished
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