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Speak the truth with heart and tongue
staying up all night
stairing at the ceiling
where our shadows danced
shairing our deepest secrets
and darkest fears-
just being alone-
waking up in arms
that I know I'm safe in
rolling out of bed
tripping down the hall
into the bathroom
where i'll wonder what i've done
back into my room
where you stil sleep
so beautiful
and innocent
turn on music
smile shyly
open your eyes
and beckon me back to bed
curling up
singing softly
drifting off
in arms
that hold me tight
that will never let go
Free write #1:
haha Kaitlin's funny. she's amazing. like she babbles and its super cool. but whatever. last night i talked to a bunch of people. but mostly guys. i dont know why. i talked to Jeremy, Dan, Chris, Tyler, and JJ. kyle harassed me for a couple minutes. but hes an ass so who cares. i played around on myspace and made people comment my pictures cuz I like it when people do that. it makes me feel pretty. chris commented me. it made me wicked super happy. it sucks that he lives in virginia. but tyler lives in florida so that suckes even more. we sing fall out boy together. i just got an old fall out boy cd and its really really good. i really wanted to the them 2 weeks ago. but i wanted to see Panic! more. they are fucking amazing. i love them x72675862. i dance around my roomto them. its pretty hardcore. i want to get my lip pierced really bad. cuz it'd look really good. my left side. i want it done. it's happening. my butt just made a really wierd noise against the chair. it was kinda gross. my eye just started hurting a lot. it does that some times. maybe cuz i'm super tired. last saturday JJ wouldnt let me go to bed. he like made me stay up until 4:30 in the morning. meaine. and two weeks ago i was up until 5 am downloading 27 new cds. no wait 30. last night i downloaded some kanye, 50 cent and that song from kalis, milkshake and yes my milkshake does bring all the boys to the yard and damn right its better than yours. haha now i want to get up and dance. but last time i did that i fell. i fall a lot. i run into walls a lot too. just ask eric. no wait. i can tell. i had just gotten home and i was changing and then eric called. so i was on the phone with him and i had to go put my dirty clothes in the hamper in the bathroom. so i was running but not really and i turned the corner into my room too quickly and all of the sudden eric heard a thud and was like "did you just run into a wall?" and i was like "yeahhh...stfu" he makes fun of me about it and i need to make him a scard for his birthday. he wants a black one. i'm gonna try to make it but i dont know when the next time i'm gonna see him is. i hope its soon. i like hanging out with him. i like hanging out with JJ too. i want to make plans soon. that would be cool. i'm on my third piece of paper. woah i write a lot. this is fun though. i like writing all my thoughs. everyone just started talking. John keeps saying that DeLuca wrote that he farted. but he didnt. i hate mr. kontoes. quite simply. he pisses me off. like a lot. Mr. Meek is chill. my thumb keeps cracking and its wierd. my wrist is cramping up like a lot. kay so people are reading so i'm done. my socks say punk. kaitlin's have pirate stuff and such. pfft. awesome.
Free write #2:
diamonds and guns diamonds and guns. hahahaha i love that song. i hate religion. its so ghey and pointless. kontoes cant teach for fuck. he talks so slow. what the fuck we should drug him. speed definatly. he'd talk so much faster. i wanna jump around and sing and laugh. i sound like a fag. i love gay people. they are gorgeous. pfft. so are myspace boys. oh. my. god. i hate this classsss. so bored. i'm only writing cuz i habe no other way to exert my energy. kontoes just had us write a stupid essay about sercives we didnt feel like doing. i wrote about writing stupid religion essays about services that we didnt geel like doing. EWWWWW. i'm so random. my wrist hurts...a lot. Jewls, no one gives a fuck about tennis. you suck. wow i'm a bitch. nah, i love jerls, sometimes, usually. know who i really dont like? cuz i dont. theres certain people who piss me off. but i dont really hate anyone. like sometimes i think i hate kyle, but hes really easy to talk to sometimes. And yeah, so I’m just tired of his talking shit and listening to him bitch about people. Religion sucks. Kontoes needs to learn to be more specific. I’ve fucking cheated on every fucking test. I was to listen to dashboard confessional. And cuddle. And fall asleep. In someone’s arms. I just got really mellow and tired. Hahahahaha theres a tape like four feet away titled “contraception: why not” and a sexual exposure chart. Whatever. Now hes going to condemn my music. WTF KONTOES LIKES THE CURE HOLY FUCKKKKKKK. Hahahaha it says chastise the body. Now we get to color. Maybe? I think I’m going to do “to bury the dead” OMG I get to pretend I’m a monk. Woohoo! Kay so I’m gonna color.
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