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[akirashima]

i am more deeply wounded than i ever realize. i am sitting here in the cold basement afraid to go upstairs and see someone visiting lest it make them real and make my fears about their presence real. I know we have an open relationship. as much as anyone can call it a relationship. but i am terrified of meeting her. i always loose to women when it

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[eqfe]

::hugs:: We all post about what's happening in our lives, good and bad, beautiful and ugly. Sometimes when you share your fears it's easier to face them. Sometimes all we can do is try.

[merlinwon]

***HUGS***

[anonymous]

It is easy to be afaraid and live with it when you don;t know what is happening, but the only way to know what is happening is to TALK to the person! If you don;t communicate you live in the false fear of what you think might be and not in the light of the truth. You know that Roxey will NOT lie to you or kick you out! I know you fear he/she will, but deep down you know better. You are happier thinking you know what will happen than asking and knowing for sure.
Also, while I have not even the slightest belief that you will be kicked out, you DO have a place to go because we would take you in...but you don;t want to hear that. You only want to be afraid and not talk to them and find out what is realy happening.
Please communicate.

[anonymous]

4th Posting: Your Journal Said I Was Spam.

Dave won't kick you out. I've never got that vibe from him in the time I lived there; you'd have to actively fuck with him and pull some serious shit I'm sure.
Apparently I'm not allowed to post a fucking link. The journal settings say no.
Just search youtube for "Keith Medley" "In The Hall of the Mountain King" and you should find it.

Anyway, they attempted playing "In The Hall Of The Mountain King" downstairs at the bar, so I was snooping Youtube for a metal version lol.

[akirashima]

and they wonder why so many people have left this place... I will look for it later. i am in a very fucked up mood right now.

[anonymous]

hi hi terrence here how you doing. i have a couple of days off ahead jan 24th and jan 25th thinking of dropping by. i would call but i lost my cell awaiting replacement. boy oh boy welcome to the artic gfs says no above freezzing untill some time in feb. i hope you prepaied the water pipes. and let hope no water main breaks accure. some days may reach lows of neg 14 f and highs around 5 to 0f off and on.

[akirashima]

do come over. :) thats right before my B day!