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[akirashima]

I give up. I GIVE UP. i am still crying and shaking so hard i can barely breath. i am on the verge of vomiting. i give up. i simply give up. ran around town doing last minute whatever and came home and tried to do some stuff in the yard finally getting to take a close look at it. I give up. i cannot have anything nice. i cannot seem to have

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[mehndix]

If you do the foot work to collect these things, and they are as important shouldn't the cost of the convention be covered for you?

It sounds like a lot is being put on your plate but if there are others, especially with the house you shouldn't be the one to do it all.

[ladyapple27]

Yes, you should get a free VIP pass to the con. What kind of things do you need for the raffle? Who knows, I may have something or other lying around.

[akirashima]

pretty much anything and everything. someone usually likes things that even i find kinda meh. and i am a collector of odd shit.

[akirashima]

the WPAFW is totally covered. Anthrocon is not. but anymore with my health and money it is harder than ever to do anything. and i have been with the WPAFW for so long. i get some help on occasion. My mate that owns the house is never around with their job. on call most of the time with NCR and running all over to fix all the tech problems sometimes being gone 16 hours a day and with 10 days on 2 off 7 days on 2 days off they really are not up to a lot when they are home. Also they have been working the roof which i am way to fat to get on.

but with all the prices of all the things going up and up and up every friggen month for food or what have you i just cannot. and i spend most of my time prepping for this that and the other which is why having the yard done meant so much to me. while i am only at whatever for less than a month total a year i spend probably 10 months getting ready for or recovering from. it is just to much anymore.

[ladyapple27]

I love and value you as a friend. Please don't give up.

On the subject of spoons, I recently bought a sale lot that included spoons. I was after a set of plates to use as saucers under my flower pots and some pottery books, and I had to buy the lot to get them. At any rate, I have extra spoons and no intention of putting them in the kitchen for my brother Kent to mess up and leave for me to wash. You know that I can't keep up with my car keys, let alone your address, so PM me your address, and I'll send the spoons.

On the days that I come home to an empty fridge, piles of dirty dishes, and Kent ranting and raving about some little stupid thing, I want to give up myself, so I know a little bit about how you feel.

I'm sending positive energy and good wishes.

[akirashima]

About the spoons i mentioned http://www.butyoudontlooksick.com/wpress/articles/written-by-christine/the-spoon-theory/

[eqfe]

lol

[kelfstein]

I am starting some trifoliate orange trees from seed, they are supposed to be hardy in this area, nothing eats them and their thorns make cutting them dangerous. Deer hate them as do ground hogs and bunnies, yes all the things that destroy gardens. They don't get real large but make an awesomely dangerous wall. You interested?

[akirashima]

yes. and if you go over to your moms i could use some strawberries. mine all died this winter.
thank you

[eqfe]

::hugs:: hope that your luck turns around.

[akirashima]

yeah i keep hoping for that myself.

[crypticwyrd]

*hug*

[akirashima]

thank you