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[akiyume]

I'd be lying if I said I cared about this immature web-community anymore.

I actually do care about all of you, in a small way at the very least with those of you I don't know that well and I wish you the best. Thanks for sharing and letting me share.

I'll be around. Someplace else.
- The Red Cat

Comments

[haloumi]

I'm a little confused. Was this entire post a quote from The Red Cat or is the top part you? I'm going to assume that the top part is you and respond accordingly.

If you're wondering why I haven't posted anything in response to you for a while it's because I haven't known what to post. I read your 'up' postings where everything was wonderful (or more-wonderful-than-sucky) and would then, some time later, read your 'down' posting where everything was terrible. I certainly don't mean to say that I consider that sad posts must follow happy posts for anyone - and not you, specifically, - but that was the impression I (fairly or unfairly) got from reading your journal.

As a casual observer, it's very hard to comment on one of those posts without commenting on the other. You appear to use your LJ mostly when you have reached a certain point on the more distant ends of the happy/sad scale and that doesn't really allow much room for comment. I'm also not much of a one for the 'Yay, you!' or '' postings on LJ - as you, no doubt, know from

[akiyume]

It was all me. The Red Cat is another name I go by in various venues.

Anyway. I'm severely imbalanced. Ever since a trauma I experienced, I haven't been the same. My ups have taken more effort to acheive and maintain and my downs are so ever-present that they are the norm.

What scares me is that on my happy/sad scale, those two extremes lie only an inch apart with very little slack inbetween. I've been that way all my life, but it's gotten worse since various events have taken place. I'm seeking help and I have a headshrinker appointment next week if all goes as planned. First step is admitting one has a problem, it's true.

Maybe I can will find a healthy medium and stick there a bit when I work my head out. Thanks for all your honesty and kind wishes.

[haloumi]

Sorry it took me so long to reply - I've been off net for a few days.

A good psychologist can help a great deal - I'm proof of that - and going to see somebody is a great first step.

Good luck with it!

[think4yrself]

Well, I'm sorry to have got on board so late and not to have got to know you better. I hope you'll be happier at another venue or that you'll even return to LJ at some point in the future. Maybe I'll see you then.

All the best with everything you do! *hug*

[xtoturnwithinx]

See you on MySpace?

[akiyume]

Absolutely.

[xtoturnwithinx]

I'd better, or I'll give you a sad face emote.

[beauty_nowords]

not if i do first

[purplecracker42]

Random searcher-I agree, Livejournal is getting annoying.

[akiyume]

Take the replies above as an example.
Yyyikes.

[boku_baba]

i agree

[friscalate]

*psst*