Depression

May 13, 2012 23:07

Every Sunday evening, I fall into a pit of despair. Sad, unmotivated, feeling abandoned or unwanted by everyone, including God. Obsessed with pain from long in my past. Contemplation of suicide. It doesn't have to do with anything happening to me that day, except the fact I took one less Lithium pill than the night before. The next day comes, ( Read more... )

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dog0fwar May 27 2012, 05:00:45 UTC
I pray for your freedom tonight

Read the book of Job in times of trial.

Are we to accept pleasure from God and not displeasure?

perhaps when the word says that those who despise their lives in this world are those who are saved for the next?

a website with sermons that also soothe my soul when the mind turns dark

www.earlychurchtruth.com

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akktri May 29 2012, 04:42:23 UTC
Like I said, I just have to wait it out when it comes. It wasn't so bad yesterday (Sunday before memorial day) because I was at the memorial day celebration thing and was too distracted to be gloomy. Maybe I need to find an activity those evenings or something.

That picture of Christians being fed to the lions makes me think about wanting to go Tarzan on them. I think the coolest way to die is to be mauled by an animal. I'd think it would be funny until it started doing some serious damage. But when it gets to that point, oh well, I guess I'm dead anyway. A crocodile would scare me, though. Too much of a drowning risk.

Those pictures of hobos holding up embarrassing signs doesn't do much to settle my spiritual discomfort. One of them seems to be advertising the wearing of bhurkas.
Perhaps the text will be more helpful.

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dog0fwar May 27 2012, 05:03:30 UTC
I feel as you do. Have for years. When I find the answer I will tell you.

Also im a douche that owes you money for the comics you sent. email me your address at andrewmdodson@gmail.com

God bless ya brother

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akktri May 29 2012, 04:30:44 UTC
I didn't really ask you for money...I don't think. No big deal, really. My goal is really to get more people reading it. Money is nice, but I really don't remember asking you for any.

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akktri May 29 2012, 04:32:04 UTC
Not sure what this has to do with the price of eggs in China, but it's cool music!

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