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well. heh. i'm on the hunt yet again to find a job that doesn't suck the lifeblood from me. petco has turned out to be crap too. someone just essentially got fired for something that was partially my fault. he was a manager.....and just because the district manager doesnt like him, it was an excellent excuse for them to get rid of him. so, ( Read more... ) -
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dont i have anything better to do?!?!?!
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August.....
So....i get another bill in the mail from peacehealth, and get raging pissed off. so i call, turns out workmans comp paid it a couple of days ago (finally) and now i am going to be getting a 50 dollar reimbursment check in the mail. things are happier. going to go camping tomorrow if all goes well ( Read more... ) -
all better 0.o
wow. i am so not depressed today, like the coal black angsty mood yesterday... i just fed my dads kitties, and get to use the internet this week, and will go home and clean my filthy self to go out with kiley. ive been missing friends. kind of going through a antisocial sort of mood for a while, but i think this weekend will be awesome. i ( Read more... ) -
short unhappy post- just warning you. sorry.
ick. im depressed. im tired of being treated like an idiot at my job, relationships have got me down, and i feel like my body is a big lump of grotesque. right. i dont know how to convey my thoughts into words, nor do i have the patience to sit and write all of this down, but ( Read more... ) -
drenched in the love of corporate daddy
thinking about an offer of becoming a liscensed dog groomer. it would be an 18 month paid course, with me spending 2/3 of my time in portland. in three week stints. hmmmmm. sounds like a crazy busy schedule. i would get commissioned pay, that would be way more than the crap i make now. then the catch is to sign a 2 year contract to work at ( Read more... ) -
you rented the apartment to someone else....great.
i hate moving. have i ever mentioned that? it sucks. on a happier side though, i am adopting an adorable floppy eared bunny buns to baby and spoil <3<3 it makes me happy. his name, is Sayid. more details to come. -
here comes life again...
so the decision to go to school in the fall is here. do i take the financial aid and quit working? i am so tired of the same daily routine. i feel like my creativity has taken a drastic plummet. i have no passion, no spark, in any aspect of my being. i have just been "surviving" and wallowing in my daily fatigue by gaining weight, and not doing ( Read more... ) -
i need a beer yo.....
after my four day weekend off of taking drugs for my rash, and failing a test, and most importantly not working....i go back to work, and realize how fucked up it all is ( Read more... )