so today wasn't the best day for me. today was court. those who dont know why i went, dont need to know. so, in order to clean up my record completely(which is what they want to do) ive got to pay around $1400 in 6 months. doesn't sound THAT hard eh? well it is, because my job wont be able to back me up with the cash i need. just not enough hours. ( Read more... )

oh yea. immm back. i dont even remember where i left off. sheesh. so things have CHANGED. today was awesome. dropped marc off. went to wal mart, then gym. it felt soo good to go there again. everything seems to be going awesome. and i love it. sheesh im in a good mood. and i shouldnt be. haha. anyways. yea. so thats whats up.

so ( Read more... )

yesh yesh i know...ive been out for a while. been busy. and stuff. lets see...works going good. band...well its getting ridiculous...yes im 4th chair and shit...but i mean the bus situation...can u believe that we have to sit boys in back and girls in front because of 2 stupid ppl. grrrr...anyways...so yea...school is going really good. im passing ( Read more... )

ok so yea. another update. nothing really new has happened. got to work today. it was ok. same old stuff. just been real bored since the "hurricane" and shit. but tomorrow im going out. (hopefully) with samantha and cynthia. so we'll see how it goes. lol. yea but anyways...havent talked to alex. prolly wont. muaha. i kinda think i like someone else ( Read more... )

right now...things arent so great. and no one except one person understands..its amazing. to find out who will actually keep to there word. these little promises in the end mean nothing. at all. they were all just lies. just remember...this place isnt a place to stand up for urself or what u believe in. because theres always someone who will put u ( Read more... )

as of right now..

im eating watermelon. yum. took a much needed nap today. schools going by hella quick. labor day = no school. yay woo.wore my contacts to school today. fun. need to run. bored. game tomorrow. then pizza!. muahaha. homecoming = gym. sux. oh well. need to get a dress. hmm. work this weekend. booooo. need money though. cuz of stupid ( Read more... )

ok so....another post. blah. ive been pretty busy lately. running outta money. lol prolly cuz i havent been working NEAR as much as i usually do. but oh well i guess. eh...gas is going up tomorrow 75 cents....grrr...now its getting high. bitches. well everythings going alright ova here. just some drama but whatever. i took care of it. bleh. just ( Read more... )

so lets see, everythings fine. schools going good. i like all of my classes and <3 getting out early. tomorrow i get paid. woot woot. :) fun. havent been working that much because of band and stuff. i guess its kool because i would MUCH RATHER go to band than work. but still. i want money. ;) so yesh i have made a decision the like start running. i ( Read more... )

as of right now:

• i dont want to go to school
• want to finish out my senior year.
• dont want to leave all of my old memories of him behind.
• in the process of possibly talking to someone. ;)
• scared of college