Completely different ( Read more... )

I'm starting to wonder if I'm a little "invisible" to people on this journal. Like, I can understand people not being able to think of anything to say, I do that quite often, but there are times when I really do need the input of my friends ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about the name(s) I've been choosing for myself. I couldn't even come up with anything on my own in the first place, so I left it to a jury of my peers. Two people both suggested Aidan and Andrew. I went with Aidan. Now I'm encountering a problem with that because while it's not a very common name in the world at large, it and ( Read more... )

( TMI Alert, just in case )

So apparently my mom has told her mom (my grandma) about my transgender issues. This is... REALLY embarrassing. But my mom doesn't know etiquette about outing people, so I can't really be that mad at her. Luckily, my grandma is open-minded.

STILL. GAH!

I dreamed last night that I was at school, except it wasn't my school. Like, a different version of it. Anyways, there was this type of cigarette, except it was longer and thinner than regular cigarettes. And they were only sold individually, and each one was a dollar. But everyone loved them and that was how I finally got myself to smoke ( Read more... )

So a lot of the time I'm unsure of things. At points where it starts to get scary what I'm unsure of, I figure out the things I am 100% certain of. So here's a list ( Read more... )

You heard me, BLARG. Spring break is over, got to see friends and boyfriend-thing, and hang out with mom and brother. Birthday happened and no girly gifts were given, YAY ( Read more... )

tonight, i became acutely aware that i am losing my mother.

i love you mom please don't abandon me.

Crisis of Friday averted. He completely forgot (I still have to wash my sheets, though ( Read more... )