What if the move doesn't happen? Too good to be true??

Sep 19, 2005 08:25

Okay, the jobs that Dan applied for close today. The next step will be a writting assignment, and then oral boards. I have been focussing so much on WHEN we move that I didn't even think to consider Dan not getting one of the jobs. I felt a lot of stress last night because of this. I have my heart set on moving that if we don't go, I'm going to ( Read more... )

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mattiehattier September 19 2005, 10:06:05 UTC
thoughts and energies being sent! Just picture yourself in Palmer...thats what i am doing...you are already there, and he already has the job

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akutaq September 19 2005, 17:25:10 UTC
I'm not picturing myself there! I need to get on the ball and "see" me there. I'm so stressed out and worried about all this I'm not thinking straight. When I get to Portland, I would like some of Gil's Guiness. It will help. Tell him I said that :)

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ladyamybug September 19 2005, 10:24:33 UTC
sending good thoughts....sounds like it will all fall into place for you.

tell me about writing a ritual....

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akutaq September 19 2005, 17:23:48 UTC
thank you for good thoughts ( ... )

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ladyamybug September 19 2005, 20:14:53 UTC
totally. how did you decide on burning sage as a clarifying smell? is that clarifying to you and reminiscent of palmer, or is that a known property of sage?

i do a lot of meditation in similar ways, but what you are talking about is so much more in depth. how did you learn this?
when you say you 'write up a ritual', do you really write it all down on paper and read it or chant it? is this all done in one big, intense sitting, or do you do this daily or a couple of times a day?

i hope you dont feel bombarded! im totally interested in this. i believe so strongly that we have the power to create our realities and its just nice to hear someone else talk about how they achieve that for themselves.

:O)

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akutaq September 20 2005, 09:24:31 UTC
Sage is known for clearing out the negitive energies with its smoke, so basically its like taking a dirty canvas and wipping it completely clean again. When I leave on vacation, I purify the outside of my house and all openings such as windows and doors to protect it from harm (break ins and the like).

how did you learn this?
I follow a pagan path, and my teacher, and great friend, is a High Priestess in the faith we follow. She has been teaching me for almost 4 years now.

'write up a ritual', do you really write it all down on paper and read it or chant it?Yes, I write it all down, kind of like a brain storming. Then perform it. There are different parts to a ritual...beginning, middle, end. The beginning consists of setting up the area to be used, such as cleansing the area, and building the energies. The middle is the meat of the ritual which consists of the different elements which I mentioned earlier involving the senses. Chanting would be done during this part of the ritual, and then there is the end, which consists of ( ... )

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good thougts coming your way haknell September 19 2005, 11:05:53 UTC
Remember that everything has a way of working out. In the end we don't have any control over destiny. As much as I would hate to be further away from you I would only want what is best for both you and Dan. One day at a time. No use worrying about what if's. Wait until you know your course before stressing about it. Focus only on your Art Show coming up and pour your emotions into that. It's sure to promise awesome results!

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Re: good thougts coming your way akutaq September 20 2005, 09:12:27 UTC
Thanks for your support, its VERY much appreciated. You rock toutz!

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