Seriously, I feel like I'm back in Jr. High again-
So, I keep having dreams of the Doctor. Not the thought-dreams I typically have where I put myself to sleep by telling myself stories, but honest-to-goodness my-brain-is-making-this-shit-up-without-me dreams of the Doctor. I posted one here, I believe which I thought was quite cool. There was another one where I asked the Doctor to be my demi-god, almost like I needed it for school, and then there was this morning's dream. I was the Doctor's companion and there was a very long bit about getting back the Tardis, or where it was going to appear in the room, and a picture that the Doctor was most definitely not supposed to go in. When everything was set up correct, I went over to the Doctor and placed a little kiss on his neck (nothing romantic, more affectionate) and he smiled at me when I said, "Everything is going to be alright." He asked, teasingly, "Oh? How do you know? Have you done this before?" And I said, seriously, "Yes. I've done this all already, I know how it's supposed to go." And before he could stop me, I went into the picture which was a tall, narrow picture of the Tardis doors, one of them open. As I went through, the Tardis itself appeared and Rose stepped out.
Somehow, I wasn't supposed to be his Companion, something had happened when we went through it before that made Rose vanish as though she never existed and I ended up in her place a few months before it all started, but only I had those memories. Of course, that all went through my head the second before I woke up.
After that, when I went back to sleep, me and my family lived on a rocky cliff face, where wooden bridges spanned gaps between living spaces. I met J and someone else underneath one of these large bridges, where the docks are and the ocean met the cliff. They were taking the ashes of villagers killed and scattering them into the ocean. Not just a few ashes, but barrels full of them. It had to be done and it couldn't wait, even though overhead we constantly heard the call of "Dragon!!" and would see their shadows fly overhead before landing in the water and swimming our way. I woke up when one of them noticed us and opened his mouth.
All in all, a weird morning for dreams, but it's hit home that I don't think I can see the current Doctor regenerate. He is so firmly in my head as the Doctor that it might just break my heart.
Somehow, I wasn't supposed to be his Companion, something had happened when we went through it before that made Rose vanish as though she never existed and I ended up in her place a few months before it all started, but only I had those memories. Of course, that all went through my head the second before I woke up.
After that, when I went back to sleep, me and my family lived on a rocky cliff face, where wooden bridges spanned gaps between living spaces. I met J and someone else underneath one of these large bridges, where the docks are and the ocean met the cliff. They were taking the ashes of villagers killed and scattering them into the ocean. Not just a few ashes, but barrels full of them. It had to be done and it couldn't wait, even though overhead we constantly heard the call of "Dragon!!" and would see their shadows fly overhead before landing in the water and swimming our way. I woke up when one of them noticed us and opened his mouth.
All in all, a weird morning for dreams, but it's hit home that I don't think I can see the current Doctor regenerate. He is so firmly in my head as the Doctor that it might just break my heart.