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I've wanted to do this thing for a while...now I have.
My full name is Amanda Lyn Ewing. I have many nicknames: Mandy, Amandy, Mandy-Bear,
Manda Lynn, L.S.O., S.B.B., Dark Witch, and Tuesday. I am 16 years old. I live in Simi Valley.
I am Scottish. I attend Simi Valley High School. I am in the tenth grade. I was held back.
My hair in black. I wish I could go back in time. I want to learn how to read Tarot cards.
I am interested in witchcraft. I sometimes doubt my faith. I am unsure about many things. I am unsure
about myself. I fear being alone. I used to cut myself. I love the people who know me. I don’t like
certain people just for who they are. Ignorant people bug me. If I say I love you, I will always love
you. I want to get married at a young age. I don’t want a flashy wedding ring. I love silver. I hate gold.
I want to live at Venice Beach. I love Sadona. I miss my Pirates. I am better off hanging out with guys
then girls. People like to betray me. I hate football. If I fuck up a relationship we have,
I will always try to fix it. It takes a lot for me to admit I was wrong. I don’t say sorry very often.
I hate my stomach. I wish I were self-confident. I love my music. I love pictures. I love M*R’s pictures.
I wish I didn’t have a past. I wish I never did drugs. Lilies are my favorite flowers. I love cloudy weather.
I love the rain. I like to cry. I love thinking about my relationship memories. If you want to insult me, just do it.
I love my girl friends. I don’t like to dress up. I hate rap. I don’t like most people at my school. I love taking random
pictures. I don’t like to spend the night at people houses. I am afraid of the dark. I hate dead and mutated faces.
Crawling scares me. I have a crooked jaw. I hate my smile. I will not watch the sunrise with anyone. I wish I was
more athletic. I want to get good grades. I need to pass this whole school year. I hate school. I need 32 credits. I
hate Mexican food. I wish I could speak Gaelic. I want a tattoo. I am getting over my fear of talking to people
I don’t know. I love casual conversations.
I love to love. I am afraid of love, as well. I want to be in a musical.
I hate fish. I love the ocean at night. I hate Barney. I believe in subliminal messages through kid shows.
I am sad for the future. I am scared easily. I love adrenaline. I’ve had five boyfriends. I am not afraid of kissing.
I need to get a job. I don’t like little children. Punks are awesome. Tight pants are hot on guys. I love hoods. I don’t
like x-rays. I like my doctor. I love to laugh. I invented my own language. I curse in my head. I curse when I am angry.
I love to argue. I hate abortion. I wish I was skinnier. I love to free-climb. I want to live in Scotland. I wish I had
an accent. I don’t like bad actors. I love road trips. I don’t like TV. I am a very withheld person. I wear boy undies.
I hate my chest. I get insects out of my pool. I want to have more clothes. I wish I looked older. I can go without showers.
I love to be dirty and ride motto’s. I love the river. I wish I could speak different languages. I get lost easily. I am
confused a lot. I don’t listen to my teachers.I hate Spanish. I laugh silently. I miss Nina. I miss Elementry School.
I want to move. I want children.
I want to experience everything. I am a compulsive liar. I hate realizing I lied. I mistreat the people I love. I have problems. I love therapy. I like emo music. I love country. I stick to my roots. My family is funny.Christmas with my Gram is the best. I want to overcome my fear of solitude. I hear people calling my name at night. I love the wind. I wish it rained more. Water and wind are beautiful together. My sisters annoy me. I love my family. I don’t like English. I love my dog. I wish I had a baby. I don’t like to eat food. I don’t like whiny voices. I think teachers discriminate. I like Johnny Depp. I want to live in the 1700’s. I am a wench. I want to experience acting. I want to dye my hair purple. I am dependent. I write poems. I love writing short stories. My stories make people think I am depressed. I love my life…