ive had the most incredible night! i kissed the boy of my dreams! jason finally after forever kissed me! he kissed me good to! im so excited! god am i so happy! i think im falling in love w/ him! that means i have to break up w/ my wonderful boyfriend!so anyways im on cloud nine and all! well theres also this guy who played a dirty trick on me... ( Read more... )

Does anyone know what I hate most about having such a big family? You hate most of the people in it! i just wish they would shut the fuck up you know? UGH! i need a smoke ( Read more... )

I keep thinking about a week ago! I should have never kissed Jon! I ( Read more... )

Everyone always says that the first journal entry is the hardest... well they didnt have 5 kids screaming and pulling out your hair! Life has pretty much been boring today! no one has called or anything! i did get to talk to marc though! So... I guess life is good!!!!!!!!