confessions of a teenage drama queen

[alainalo]

I am soo lucky and I know it and I thank God for it

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[_x_curri_x_]

Aw, I'm sorry. I kno how it feels when you grow apart from your closest friend. I can relate. Hang in there, if you need me I'll be here <3333

I love you

[anonymous]

Alaina, I love you and you've been one of my really good friends for awhile.... we need to hang out sometime againg, like our girl's night during the summer!
I love you!
Shelly

yea..

[grungygracie]

I know I'm a bad friend, I'm a bad person. Sometimes I think no one should be my friend because of how mean and selfish and hurtful I can be. Hearing about your dad makes me think about my dad. If anything were to happen to my dad I think I would kill myself so I know how you feel considering that we are both daddy's little girls. I think about dad getting sick from smoking and its like a bad dream that never goes away; I think he is going to get sick and die and leave me with mom and I won't have him anymore and it breaks my heart because my dad is like the closest thing to my heart...if that makes any sense. I have went from this insanely vivacious angelic girl to a bitter, anti-social lonely wretch. I don't like people like I used to anymore, even the smallest things trigger my moods. I think because I tried so hard for everyone to like me my whole life and I accomplished nothing from it so I just hate everyone for it. I think that I envy you so much that it makes me jealous...and it makes me cry because I wish that I could