Marriage is love.

so much fucking drama going on in my life. it must stop!! i am watching law and order which is the best show on earth. i love court cases exceot my friends step dad is a judge and said it is never that exciting. :( i found out that Eric has an lj, yay! lol im such a loser. Eric do you miss the clean shave? <3 omg! it is raining and it is cold and ( Read more... )

there is so much fuckin drama happening in my life right now and i dont seem to be near the top on the list of priorities ( Read more... )

my internet is broken again so i am updating from my neighbors house. i hate it when it brakes! sammy is playing Sims and the music for it is terrible! we both agree on that. today i had my confrence and my dad couldnt come thank g-d, but we arent dont so my confrence is "to be continued..." i am not excited for that. tonight i am home alone and ( Read more... )

i have been trying to convince my parents to let me get a new pet, and i want a ferret. they are so cute and i want one! my dad has a wierd phobia of mice so he wont let me have Beaker which sucks. Today was strange. i kept hyperventalating...which made breathing a task. if it wasnt so involuntary i would have stopped. i felt lightheaded all day ( Read more... )

It is raining so fuckin much!! I just got home from dinner and my Uggs are soaked! I missed band because i had to go to the doctor and i wish i had gone to band, then i went to get shoes and i got three pairs! w00t! I went to an Italian restaurant which was...okay but tooooo garlicy. egh. I DONT LIKE RAIN! there is a gutter right outside my window ( Read more... )

Today i went to religious school for the first time in over a month and it was really fun. I went to my Jewish Meditation and Mysticism class with my crazy teacher who made us meditate for 20 minutes straight. this kid Or and i had so much fun. all we did was talk the whole time and then instead of me going to my original second period he wanted me ( Read more... )

I talked to Jordan on the phone taday and that made me really happy <3. We havent talked on the phone in such a loooong time,it was really nice to hear his voice again. I talked to Jack to but it wasnt that interesting...it was kinda wierd actually. On friday night Sara came over and we watched House Of 1000 Corpses, called Jack and hung out. On ( Read more... )

Today i slept til 12:00 and then was rudely awaken by my brother who wanted me to sew patches onto his jacket. i am not in the mood to sew. i have basically just sat around all day and i realized i was late for therapy right as it was supposed to start, so i was like 15 minutes late. then i went to Michaels with my mom because she has to get ( Read more... )

i just had a very akward conversation with Jack...and i couldnt finish one sentence. my life is making me so confused, i cant finish things, i cant think straight! today Sal let me borrow his ipod cd so i could try and reload the program because it magically disappeared off my computer. my mom decided to say to me today "maybe the music companies ( Read more... )