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[alamyst]

I had planned to give some elaborate description of the swirling mist and rainbow I saw this morning. And maybe also how relieved I was that my exam was over.

Only. I don't feel like talking about swirling mist and rainbows right now. And I'm not relieved. I'm stressing over my answers.

I made so many stupid mistakes. And I just keep thinking of

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[djcassar]

awwww I think someone needs a big cuddle!

That must have been frustrating after the exam :( but theres no use beating yourself up about it now. I'm hopeless at exams there were times that I was thinking about something on my way to uni and OMG it's in the exam!!! YAY .. but even though I was thinking about it 30 min ago most of it has totally escaped my head and I'm just sitting there wasting time trying to remember stuff I know I know!

Maybe going to your singing practice is a good thing! It'll get your mind off of other things that really you shouldn't worry yourself about now that its over!

So yeah I hope your singing practice is enjoyable!! and yeah go out tomorrow and spoil yourself with something small but nice! You deserve it! especially after the stress you've put yourself though!

[alamyst]

Music practice sure got my mind off of the exam. The organiser rang me up before practice and said they'd been too busy to pick any songs so could I do it. Then they said that they weren't actually coming to the practice or on Saturday. And they gave me a list of people that might be singing. No definites. And when I got to practice there was no worship host, no sound guy and no person set the words up on the screen.. Sooo.. I have a headache now.

I'll stop complaining now..

No wait. Just one more thing. :P

I can't go out tomorrow. I'm being trained up for that job. So I have to work. Noooooo.. not work. :( And I have to wear my uncomfortable shoes again. :( :(

How was your day? Feel free to complain.. I've done my fair share.. :D

[djcassar]

Man you have had a rough day

[alamyst]

Mm. I don't know what's going on. They actually asked me to organise the whole thing.. that was on Sunday night.. and I told them no because it was exam week and I'd just done the music last week anyway. They have exams too so I guess they're pretty busy. But still.. this should've been sorted out weeks ago. Luckily the pianist is really nice and we just picked some songs and did a quick practice and said well that's all we can do..

Haha.. Yep. I said "yeah sure not a problem" and then as soon as I got off the phone I started complaining about how much of a problem it was. :P

I'm glad nothing went terribly wrong for you.. that wouldn't have been nice. :| That reminds me of whenever I ring my grandpa his first question is always "what's wrong?". He always expects the worst! Although.. I guess I have called him quite a few times with something actually being wrong.. but still.. :P

The gym! Haha.. I used to go to one.. but I didn't last long.. I get bored too easily there.. or maybe I'm just too lazy.. :P

[pacem_appellant]

Honestly I always felt awful after exams, even when I ended up doing not to bad. It's in our make-up - exams make us feel like crap! I'm sure you'll ahve done better than you think. I know saying try to relax and let it go is pointless ebcause you're all wound up, but hopefully singing will do the trick to get you out of yourself for a while. :)

[alamyst]

I love singing.. but sometimes it's just more trouble than it's worth. See above comments! ^^^ :|

I'm not used to doing exams anymore. This is only my second in the whole time I've been at uni. And the last one was for shorthand. Which was easy because I just had to memorise things. This one was more of a problem solving exam. Which reminds me.. I really need to brush up on my shorthand for next week. :|