I've changed. I notice myslef getting more emo nowadays. That never use to happen. I was all ways the Happy kid. Never sad. I'm not sure if I can change back. I want to more than anything but i don't know if i can do that. I think now all I want is for it to be like it was in month one. Like when I only got out of bed cause you'd be there and you ( Read more... )

Ok so I went out today and looked for a job. I found this one. It looks promising. I have to call and schuedule an interveiw tomorrow. Yay Alan. Boo mongolian. So hopefully here in the next week i'll start working again. That means I won't have to bum money any more. Well I won't have to, dosen't mean i still won't do it. lol. Ok wish me luck i'm ( Read more... )

I stole this from melissa
I found sydney, katie, lauren, and steve benoots funny.

Alan_aka_flash's Halloween party:

69___jeff___69 dressed as Paris Hilton.

_1982 dressed as a character from "Almost Famous".

albinoblaksheep dressed as Cameron Diaz riding a dog.

angel_babii_69 dressed as Heidi Klum.

blackwidow389 dressed as a elk.

blast_beats240 dressed as ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. I'm gong to make this short cause i'm in 5th our and i'm supposed to be writing a feature article And yup you guess it i'm not doing it right now ( Read more... )

Hey every one. Ok so update on today. woke up today went to school the usual. But after school i went home for a little and the went to the float burning party. This was what i was looking forward to all day. I was going to hang out with sydney. So when i got there me a lauran collected money and went and got pizza. Then when we got back i call ( Read more... )

I'm tired. So tired. I hate being awake to see the day to come. But after so long it's all i know. I just want this to change. I hate this routine. But i can't make it stop. That's up to you. Please i beg of you. I can't sleep. Let me have one more night of sleep. I don't want to worry. I can'just stop. I need to know every thing will be ok.I want ( Read more... )

YAY. Were buring the float tonight. That makes me warm not only inside but out side as well.

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

So my senior year homecoming was today. IT sucked. My date didn't have any fun witch kinda put me in a bad mood cause i ditched work, possibley fired, for tonight and put a lot of effort into it and it wasn't worth it. We decided not to get Homecoming pictures. That kind of makes me glad. I don't think i would want to remember tonight. I tried to ( Read more... )

So school went well today. we Took a test in Anatomy. I think i bombed it harder than the hindinburg. But other than that another normally day. I guess. OMG. so me and sydney were supposed to hang out today but stuff came up with her dog. So i was like ok that's cool we can just hang out after. So after sitting on my ass watching myslef get fat for ( Read more... )