ok i think i royally screwed myself. i broke up w/ matt & now i'm goin out w/ mike. i haven't told my parents any of this. all my friends know because they were all cheering & now they're all probably pissed at me again (i know vinnie is). i can't believe i'm this stupid. i know why i did it though. girls like me never get the guy we want so we ( Read more... )

ok guys, happy now? i broke up w/ him

i kno i said i was gonna break up w/ matt but i havent done it yet. danny showed up so i began clinging to matt for fear of going back into an abusive relationship. for those who missed the drama last year, danny was my abusive, alcoholic ex-boyfriend whom i found hanging from a ceiling fan last spring. after that he moved to kentucky but his bro ( Read more... )

well i'll be here til the end of the school year. my dad he's not gonna move me in the middle of the year. i dont know why that matters but he said joan can kiss my ass & his. (of course he didnt say it to her face ( Read more... )

has anyone ever noticed that i am surrounded by guys? i know i have a lot of guyfriends but i never noticed how many guys i'm around. i live w/ 2 guys, i see my 2 of my brothers every day, i see the other 1 at least once a week, i have 2 nephews i have seen a lot over the holidays, my old boyfriends keep pooping up, i have numerous guyfriends at ( Read more... )

talk 2 christy yesterday, well if u count IMing as talking ( Read more... )

i have no friends ( Read more... )

ok guys i have finally opened my eyes to the light of day ( Read more... )

Dylan you really fucking disappoint me. i hate to say that but you do. wanna know why? in your last post you said that you don't have a lot of friends or even a best friend, that you've never talked to anyone for more than 5 minutes & you don't get noticed & shit. i'm here to tell you that you are loved whether you see it or not cuz i love you. we ( Read more... )

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