sometimes it feels like im completly alone.
and sometimes i wonder why i never seem to be good enough.
im always left wondering what the hell happened.
i dont understand. i really dont.
something needs to change.
maybe me.
i dont know.

so this past week/weekend has been pretty gooood i have to say. during the week i partied it up with jenny and got extremly intoxicated. just a preview of waking up in snowbanks in the hills of vermont. hahahaaaa. friday i was supposed to hang out with nate b but i had this strange feeling he was going to blow it off so i went to craigs and partied ( Read more... )

Last person who... x ( Read more... )

i just realized i'm moving to school in like... less than a month. weird.
im gonna miss my loves <3

well this is just awesome ( Read more... )

so I haven't updated in an uber long time x229384. Florida was funnn but poor Kimmy couldn't go :( But we went to the beach and played in the ocean and my foot became oedipus rex annnd it was a good time. But I was in depression when we came home because I hate Massachusetts and I wanted to be back in Florida foreverrr ( Read more... )

aaaaaahhhh Florida tomorrow with Maria and Kimmy !!! :) :) :)

ajshakjsdhkjshd !!!
DMB concert was sooooo amazingly good.
..and about being like, 5 rows away from the stage? ....yeah, I almost passed out from excitment. Best show eveeeeeeeer. Played the best songs and it was so much fun I could barley walk/talk/hear at the end. Ohhhhh Dave <3 <3 ( Read more... )

last night I saw war of the worlds with maria kim and dillon and it was so scarrrryyy but I thought it was good I liked it. I had to work tonight til close so once I got home I just watched some movies and relaaxxxxeddd.
Im seriously considering quitting my job. I really dont like it. But I like the money, so I dont know. aashkjfhlsdfdf.
I kind of ( Read more... )

so this past week was fuunn. I dont think I've ever consumed so much alcohol within a week. hahahaha ( Read more... )