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Jan 14, 2016 13:19

I haven't logged into live journal in a year or two and then it was only to see if it was still active and they had not deleted my profile. I decided to come back today and see if this group still existed. It seems like so long ago I first began running this page. My son was an infant, I know that much and he turned 13 this week. Unfortunately his ( Read more... )

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hackergroupie January 15 2016, 09:23:30 UTC
I haven't been on here for years myself. I am so heartbroken.

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whatthefuckbenj January 16 2016, 18:58:37 UTC
I haven't been on LJ in forever as well. While it's so heartbreaking it also helps reading all your comments and posts about Alan*hugs y'all*

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gershwhen January 17 2016, 01:15:34 UTC
Such a huge loss and my heart just breaks for all of us.

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lunglock January 17 2016, 02:04:03 UTC
I can't stop crying. You nailed it - knowing he existed brought me comfort too. The world will be so different now, for his loved ones and for us, the people he moved and inspired. I wish this week could be erased, and that cancer would just stop.

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everstuff January 17 2016, 03:52:11 UTC
Yes yes and yes. Mourning is the worst and this hurts more than people I've known well in real life and lost in recent years because... he was always there, creating, existing, and making whatever he was a part of that much better.

I absolutely feel terrible for his family, friends, and especially wife. I can't imagine being with someone that long, let alone being with them that long and losing them so abruptly. Just ridiculously incredibly sad.

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lunglock January 17 2016, 15:50:18 UTC
I've been so lucky that I've never lost anyone close to me, beyond my beloved pets, so the greatest I've mourned for another human is now.

My heart breaks for Rima, they spent a life time together and were parted too soon :(

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everstuff January 17 2016, 18:07:56 UTC

You're fortunate. It is without a doubt the worst part of life. Sadness with no way to be resolved. The pain loses intensity with time but it always aches and it never makes any sense.

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