heeeeeelp i'm so fucked. why do I do this. I know. I know.

STOP DOODLING AND MAKING LIVEJOURNAL POSTS

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
I am so bored that I am literally writing on the walls.
WRITE THE FUCKING PAPER YOU ASSHOLE.

the things that used to be huge big deals in my life that I would want everyone to know about I'd now rather just keep to myself. but they make such good stories. fuck. I think I am trying to create dilemmas for myself so as not to feel so bad about not writing this paper. but, I just don't want to write it. I know that it will be shitty because ( Read more... )

GODDAMN THE KID NEXT TO ME IN THE CAGES JUST STARTED BLASTING METAL IASJDFKASDLKGJADF:KLHBER:ALGDFKLD:SFKSLAD:FKADSF

I thought it was impossible to procrastinate in a library but I was wronnnnng.

I bought a pack of marlboro reds at madaba because they were literally the only cigarettes he had (I'm worried about that place). I realized what a huge mistake I had made upon smoking a couple, so I gave them away. then I found a half-full pack of camel filters in the backseat of my car. serendipitous. although I'm seriously considering quitting ( ( Read more... )

ahhh I'm living in a dream but it's really really real. god this is beautiful.

things are not going according to plan. oh man.

so many livejournal posts.
okay I'm done.

hah I wish I could figure out how I came to be friends with such a pretentious schmuck so I could learn from my mistake and be sure to never repeat it. at this point I don't know why I still bother. I guess I'm just a sucker for attention.