going to sleep knowing that you are not prepared for the next day which is going to start in about 4 hours. But that's ok because with each item I cross off of my to do list I feel another tug of release on that knot of stress and anxiety in my stomach which has resided there for I don't know about a year? I can't wait until I can say ( Read more... )

Getting an 85 on a bio test that I didn't study for at all that everyone did so horribly on just makes my day a tiny bit better. The fact that I have to teach myself half of the crap for the precal test and do all of my english crap tonight is kind of a buzzkill, as well as the fact that my ToK oral will be done the night before and it will suck a ( Read more... )

1. Take your username and replace each letter with the corresponding number (A=1, B=2, etc...). If your name contains numbers, you'll need to convert them to letters first before you can convert to numbers ( Read more... )

sometimes I think my mother epitomizes the concept that men just don't think its worth it to marry women. And I have been steadily absorbing all of those lovely characteristics my entire life, my future should be fun really looking forward to it. The only future I can bring myself to consider anyway is that I want the next three fucking weeks to be ( Read more... )

It's funny how my grandparents are becoming increasingly like Emliy and Richard in the sense that they trick my mother into letting them come over, they are getting devious. My Grandma called my mom like oh I found this article about kids in IB and how they never sleep and they are so unhealthy you should read it. And my mom was like oh ok send it ( Read more... )

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Does anyone else feel like a walking skeleton these days? It's like I'm always tired with big dark rings around my eyes staring blindy into space, too exhausted to stress but aware that I always am and if I let myself be concious of it all at once I would truely go insane. Peace is for later days and sleep is for the overly fortunate... or the ( Read more... )

That's what Mr. Hall said anyway since we get these extra hours to study for E-day isn't that great? Yes well if I actually had the energy to do that it might be but eh. I have no energy because I stayed up until 1:30 studying for the Bio quiz that we didn't have in order to bring up my failing grade which just keeps getting worse and worse and ( Read more... )

Yeah so didn't go to the picnic today and lost out on my $50 gift certificate that I won at the raffle, eh I'm sure if I went that wouldn't have worked out for me if i went anyway. Instead I slept in and studied and moped and whatnot, my parents went out so I planned myself a nice little alone night then I figured I'd call ashley. Ended up going ( Read more... )

I have to retake SAT's in May since we are going to Boston in June : ( Ms. Kelly said that I really should get my scores up a little more because I need a 1380 math and verbal to get into UF honors. I know I can raise it at least those 30 points but I like the security that I have a good score anyway in case I can't for some reason. So today was a ( Read more... )