i was an idiot. i rushed into a relationship (that i did want), and now i'm paying the price.  if i could have held out til summer... meh. what does it matter anymore ( Read more... )

ok so i didn't go to bed right away... even though i probably should have.  nope, i stayed up texting until....3? i'm not sure when i stopped, but i passed out mid-conversation. whoooo me ( Read more... )

so..... i'm back where i started, and i don't think i'm all that upset about it.

christmas break should be interesting....

Final Thought: yeah........... i like gackt............... lol

an answer to a question... even though he will never see this ( Read more... )

So...... the people working at the library couldn't find the dvd i needed (even though i had an email proving it had arrived at the library). kind of frustrated, but the guys were really nice about it. anyway, i'm now watching Don Giovanni...... which was the next opera on my list. it's a pretty cool production (except Donna Anna is wider than Don ( Read more... )

Dead Man Walking opened last night. Sister Helen Prejean and the composer Jake Heggie were there. The cast did a great job, and I think the performance was well-received...

I woke up when my roommate decided to use our microwave.... which is right next to the head of my bed. Waking up to the screech of a microwave sucks (especially considering I ( Read more... )

It's been over a year since my last post. how terribly depressing, especially since mark and i broke up in the spring (6 months ago).  Reading through my old entries really sent me down Memory Lane... i lost a lot of friends towards the end of my time at Eastern. When we broke up, most of our friends went with mark.  Even my guy friends changed... ( Read more... )

alright the whole reason for this entry. My friend sent me a message telling me to go check out a certain emo stalker's profile... Ok, I haven't looked at it in about a week. I mean, I had been going daily to "stare and compare", but I thought I was over that whole thing. Yeah...she has half-naked shot up now. That really frustrates me! How am I ( Read more... )

Sitting here, sweating up a storm....BAH! Yeah, I brought my lappy to Mark's room, thinking I could be in a homework-y mood...but I'm not. Bah, ind33d ( Read more... )

eeeeeeeeee valentine's day!!!
eeeee I have a boyfriend! eeeeeee!!

and yes, I totally decorated his door ^_^ eeee