UBER JOY!UBER HAPPINESS! I CAN'T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I WAS SO HAPPY! those he need to know, know. those who dont need to know get joy from knowing im so happy, and just accept it. i think im gunna cry im so happy ( Read more... )

Well, here I am, totally bored. i just came home from babysitting a diabetic girl and her little sister. they were so sweet, and her mom is so stressed out. im prolly like, her lifesaver right now (not bragging, just saying) i mean, this woman doesnt wanna leave her diabetic daughter with a random baysitter who wouldnt know what to do if there was ( Read more... )

ive said im sorry and i meant it. im uber confused on everything that is going on, not this "hug thing" but on our relationship in general, so yes, i am giving mixed signals because i dont know how to act anymore. i dont know what you want right now, okai? im really sorry and i want this to be over ( Read more... )

Eric, look, im not gunna play this game with you (or anyone for that matter). im sorry i hurt you, it was completely unintentional, i just feel kinda awkward lately with everything that's going on. this whole thing is getting out of hand. im not arguing with you or playing the "who's right, who's wrong, which side of the story is more accurate" ( Read more... )

spent the past 3 hours talking to bill, i feel muchos better.

just thought id put that down, that i wasn't upset or about to rip my lungs out or anything like i was before! hooray.

g'night.

-csea

i feel really sick

this sucks this whole thing sucks i just wish it was all over.

whats worse is i dont have anything i can bury myself in to get away from it all

this whole thing just literally makes me sick

you can see the shadows wandering off somewhere ( Read more... )

im gunna harden my heart, im gunna swallow my tears.

grah! life is so frustrating, its like the world wants me to be pisst off! i dont feel like i have anyone left. just me and my angel.

-csea

my mom is such a hypocrite. shes yelling at me for the same things dr wingate was yelling at me for yesterday ( Read more... )

I slept through 4 of my classes today. Haha, I suspect I will do the same tomorrow. The number of classes in which we are watching movies is reidiculous. Mrs. Dube is all 'hey, you have to write an essay on this movie'. I'll just write it in homeroom tomorrow. I don't really care about school anymore. It's getting to the point where mrs. hillard ( Read more... )