*sighs* I feel like the man who sold the world...

Oct 10, 2002 16:50

I'm sitting backstage at See How They Run rehearsals...and I feel like crap. Today has been a fairly uneventful day, and I want it to just end as soon as possible. I just read Wendy's LJ...she seems to be doing...well...I guess she's well. I mean, I don't talk to her much anymore, we just drifted so far apart...and that's really painful ( Read more... )

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Hey. shinigami22 October 10 2002, 18:58:50 UTC
You can't ever be happy until you believe you can be happy. Telling you what works for me wouldn't help, you have to figure it out for yourself. So no long lectures. You can either give up on it or keep living. Give up if you want, but I can't say that after 17 years I've seen it all or know much of anything. Your choice, there's nothing anyone can say that's going to open your eyes.

And yeah, you're not everybody's favorite guy. You have to face that.I know that I get irritated with you sometimes, but that doesn't mean that I don't like you at all. I consider you one of my friends.

And I hate to see anybody give up.

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nurikoschezar October 11 2002, 22:21:17 UTC
maybe I do need to give it all up.
You should never give it all up. Never. There's always hope.

. I mean, hell, I just completely switched topics here and I'm still in the same paragraph...
It does not matter if you disobey the rules of grammar in your livejournal. It's -your- lj, not anyone else's. I don't even correct grammar in ljs unless asked to correct or if the error is directed at me specifically.

Life's not a dream; no dream could be this devastating.
Then why do we have nightmares?

However, I often wonder how many of them actually care about mine.
I know I do. If you ever want to talk about your feelings, you can talk to me online or email me.

I would give anything to be one of the people born seemingly perfect, but I'm afraid it will not happen.
They appear perfect, but they're not. They might be those you see who smile the emptiest smiles.

and I never will be
Ack! The word never. Don't use it. You don't know if that's true or not.

And what makes this all worse is, on the rare occasion that I want to ( ... )

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nodisc October 14 2002, 15:42:51 UTC
maybe Pat's little crew is right

Yes. Yes we are. Quit fishing for sympathy.

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nodisc October 15 2002, 12:20:06 UTC
Gods, I'm a loser
I can only say yes. Damn you Cernunos & Co! Or is it Zeus? Or Thor? Or Izumi?

my relationship with Wendy
Dave Thomas is dead. Wendy is just a neon sign. Get over it fat ass.

I'm going to forget all of the dreams and ambitions I've got, and start from scratch.
If that includes not winning a Pulitzer, I'm all for it.

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albercht October 16 2002, 13:24:13 UTC
You, sir, are an annoying little pick. Nothing more than a grain of sand in my shoe, I am surprised that I even acknowledge your comments. You pride yourself on making others look bad, and you accuse me of being arrogant? How dare you! You say that my writing bothers you, but you still read it, I would think that even a child would understand that if you pay attention to something that you dislike it WILL NEVER GO AWAY. Just like people who watch terrible T.V. shows and complain about how annoying they are, you comment on something that you obviously dislike, however, you continue to read it…it makes no sense ( ... )

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